England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
The fire was sinking, so he put on coal. The house was now quite dark,
save for the light of a street-lamp that shone in faintly from beyond
the holly trees. He lit the gas with matches he found on the
mantel-piece. Then he emptied the pockets of his own clothes, and threw
all his wet things in a heap into the scullery. After which he gathered
up her sodden clothes, gently, and put them in a separate heap on the
copper-top in the scullery.
It was six o’clock on the clock. His own watch had stopped. He ought to
go back to the surgery. He waited, and still she did not come down. So
he went to the foot of the stairs and called:
“I shall have to go.”
Almost immediately he heard her coming down. She had on her best dress
of black voile, and her hair was tidy, but still damp. She looked at
him—and in spite of herself, smiled.
“I don’t like you in those clothes,” she said.
“Do I look a sight?” he answered.
They were shy of one another.
“I’ll make you some tea,” she said.
“No, I must go.”
“Must you?” And she looked at him again with the wide, strained,
doubtful eyes. And again, from the pain of his breast, he knew how he
loved her. He went and bent to kiss her, gently, passionately, with his
heart’s painful kiss.
“And my hair smells so horrible,” she murmured in distraction. “And I’m
so awful, I’m so awful! Oh, no, I’m too awful.” And she broke into
bitter, heart-broken sobbing. “You can’t want to love me, I’m
horrible.”
“Don’t be silly, don’t be silly,” he said, trying to comfort her,
kissing her, holding her in his arms. “I want you, I want to marry you,
we’re going to be married, quickly, quickly—tomorrow if I can.”
But she only sobbed terribly, and cried:
“I feel awful. I feel awful. I feel I’m horrible to you.”
“No, I want you, I want you,” was all he answered, blindly, with that
terrible intonation which frightened her almost more than her horror
lest he should _not_ want her.
FANNY AND ANNIE
Flame-lurid his face as he turned among the throng of flame-lit and
dark faces upon the platform. In the light of the furnace she caught
sight of his drifting countenance, like a piece of floating fire. And
the nostalgia, the doom of homecoming went through her veins like a
drug. His eternal face, flame-lit now! The pulse and darkness of red
fire from the furnace towers in the sky, lighting the desultory,
industrial crowd on the wayside station, lit him and went out.
Of course he did not see her. Flame-lit and unseeing! Always the same,
with his meeting eyebrows, his common cap, and his red-and-black scarf
knotted round his throat. Not even a collar to meet her! The flames had
sunk, there was shadow.
She opened the door of her grimy, branch-line carriage, and began to
get down her bags. The porter was nowhere, of course, but there was
Harry, obscure, on the outer edge of the little crowd, missing her, of
course.
“Here! Harry!” she called, waving her umbrella in the twilight. He
hurried forward.
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