England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
And she sat down again in her seat. Fanny, startled like all the rest,
had turned to look. She had gone white, and then a burning red, under
the attack. She knew the woman: a Mrs. Nixon, a devil of a woman, who
beat her pathetic, drunken, red-nosed second husband, Bob, and her two
lanky daughters, grown-up as they were. A notorious character. Fanny
turned round again, and sat motionless as eternity in her seat.
There was a minute of perfect silence and suspense. The audience was
open-mouthed and dumb; the choir stood like Lot’s wife; and Harry, with
his music-sheet, stood there uplifted, looking down with a dumb sort of
indifference on Mrs. Nixon, his face naïve and faintly mocking. Mrs.
Nixon sat defiant in her seat, braving them all.
Then a rustle, like a wood when the wind suddenly catches the leaves.
And then the tall, weird minister got to his feet, and in his strong,
bell-like, beautiful voice—the only beautiful thing about him—he said
with infinite mournful pathos:
“Let us unite in singing the last hymn on the hymn-sheet; the last hymn
on the hymn-sheet, number eleven.
‘Fair waved the golden corn,
In Canaan’s pleasant land.’”
The organ tuned up promptly. During the hymn the offertory was taken.
And after the hymn, the prayer.
Mr. Enderby came from Northumberland. Like Harry, he had never been
able to conquer his accent, which was very broad. He was a little
simple, one of God’s fools, perhaps, an odd bachelor soul, emotional,
ugly, but very gentle.
“And if, O our dear Lord, beloved Jesus, there should fall a shadow of
sin upon our harvest, we leave it to Thee to judge, for Thou art judge.
We lift our spirits and our sorrow, Jesus, to Thee, and our mouths are
dumb. O, Lord, keep us from forward speech, restrain us from foolish
words and thoughts, we pray Thee, Lord Jesus, who knowest all and
judgest all.”
Thus the minister said in his sad, resonant voice, washed his hands
before the Lord. Fanny bent forward open-eyed during the prayer. She
could see the roundish head of Harry, also bent forward. His face was
inscrutable and expressionless. The shock left her bewildered. Anger
perhaps was her dominating emotion.
The audience began to rustle to its feet, to ooze slowly and excitedly
out of the chapel, looking with wildly-interested eyes at Fanny, at
Mrs. Nixon, and at Harry. Mrs. Nixon, shortish, stood defiant in her
pew, facing the aisle, as if announcing that, without rolling her
sleeves up, she was ready for anybody. Fanny sat quite still. Luckily
the people did not have to pass her. And Harry, with red ears, was
making his way sheepishly out of the gallery. The loud noise of the
organ covered all the downstairs commotion of exit.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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