England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
He had to sing two solos this afternoon: one before the “address” from
the pulpit and one after. Fanny looked at him, and wondered he was not
too shy to stand up there in front of all the people. But no, he was
not shy. He had even a kind of assurance on his face as he looked down
from the choir gallery at her: the assurance of a common man
deliberately entrenched in his commonness. Oh, such a rage went through
her veins as she saw the air of triumph, laconic, indifferent triumph
which sat so obstinately and recklessly on his eyelids as he looked
down at her. Ah, she despised him! But there he stood up in that choir
gallery like Balaam’s ass in front of her, and she could not get beyond
him. A certain winsomeness also about him. A certain physical
winsomeness, and as if his flesh were new and lovely to touch. The
thorn of desire rankled bitterly in her heart.
He, it goes without saying, sang like a canary this particular
afternoon, with a certain defiant passion which pleasantly crisped the
blood of the congregation. Fanny felt the crisp flames go through her
veins as she listened. Even the curious loud-mouthed vernacular had a
certain fascination. But, oh, also, it was so repugnant. He would
triumph over her, obstinately he would drag her right back into the
common people: a doom, a vulgar doom.
The second performance was an anthem, in which Harry sang the solo
parts. It was clumsy, but beautiful, with lovely words.
“They that sow in tears shall reap in joy,
He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed
Shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with
him—”
“Shall doubtless come, Shall doubtless come—” softly intoned the
altos—“Bringing his she-e-eaves with him,” the trebles flourished
brightly, and then again began the half-wistful solo:
“They that sow in tears shall reap in joy—”
Yes, it was effective and moving.
But at the moment when Harry’s voice sank carelessly down to his close,
and the choir, standing behind him, were opening their mouths for the
final triumphant outburst, a shouting female voice rose up from the
body of the congregation. The organ gave one startled trump, and went
silent; the choir stood transfixed.
“You look well standing there, singing in God’s holy house,” came the
loud, angry female shout. Everybody turned electrified. A stoutish,
red-faced woman in a black bonnet was standing up denouncing the
soloist. Almost fainting with shock, the congregation realised it. “You
look well, don’t you, standing there singing solos in God’s holy house,
you, Goodall. But I said I’d shame you. You look well, bringing your
young woman here with you, don’t you? I’ll let her know who she’s
dealing with. A scamp as won’t take the consequences of what he’s
done.” The hard-faced, frenzied woman turned in the direction of Fanny.
“_That’s_ what Harry Goodall is, if you want to know.”
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