England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
A lieutenant stood on a little iron platform at the top of the ladders,
taking the sights and giving the aim, calling in a high, tense,
mechanical voice. Out of the sky came the sharp cry of the directions,
then the warning numbers, then “Fire!” The shot went, the piston of the
gun sprang back, there was a sharp explosion, and a very faint film of
smoke in the air. Then the other two guns fired, and there was a lull.
The officer was uncertain of the enemy’s position. The thick clump of
horse-chestnut trees below was without change. Only in the far distance
the sound of heavy firing continued, so far off as to give a sense of
peace.
The gorse bushes on either hand were dark, but a few sparks of flowers
showed yellow. He noticed them almost unconsciously as he waited, in
the lull. He was in his shirt-sleeves, and the air came chill on his
arms. Again his shirt was slit on the shoulders, and the flesh showed
through. He was dirty and unkempt. But his face was quiet. So many
things go out of consciousness before we come to the end of
consciousness.
Before him, below, was the highroad, running between high banks of
grass and gorse. He saw the whitish muddy tracks and deep scores in the
road, where the part of the regiment had retired. Now all was still.
Sounds that came, came from the outside. The place where he stood was
still silent, chill, serene: the white church among the trees beyond
seemed like a thought only.
He moved into a lightning-like mechanical response at the sharp cry
from the officer overhead. Mechanism, the pure mechanical action of
obedience at the guns. Pure mechanical action at the guns. It left the
soul unburdened, brooding in dark nakedness. In the end, the soul is
alone, brooding on the face of the uncreated flux, as a bird on a dark
sea.
Nothing could be seen but the road, and a crucifix knocked slanting and
the dark, autumnal fields and woods. There appeared three horsemen on a
little eminence, very small, on the crest of a ploughed field. They
were our own men. Of the enemy, nothing.
The lull continued. Then suddenly came sharp orders, and a new
direction of the guns, and an intense, exciting activity. Yet at the
centre the soul remained dark and aloof, alone.
But even so, it was the soul that heard the new sound: the new, deep
“papp!” of a gun that seemed to touch right upon the soul. He kept up
the rapid activity at the machine-gun, sweating. But in his soul was
the echo of the new, deep sound, deeper than life.
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