England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
When the cinema was over they went for a walk across the dark, damp
fields. He had all the arts of love-making. He was especially good at
holding a girl, when he sat with her on a stile in the black, drizzling
darkness. He seemed to be holding her in space, against his own warmth
and gratification. And his kisses were soft and slow and searching.
So Annie walked out with John Thomas, though she kept her own boy
dangling in the distance. Some of the tram-girls chose to be huffy. But
there, you must take things as you find them, in this life.
There was no mistake about it, Annie liked John Thomas a good deal. She
felt so rich and warm in herself whenever he was near. And John Thomas
really liked Annie, more than usual. The soft, melting way in which she
could flow into a fellow, as if she melted into his very bones, was
something rare and good. He fully appreciated this.
But with a developing acquaintance there began a developing intimacy.
Annie wanted to consider him a person, a man; she wanted to take an
intelligent interest in him, and to have an intelligent response. She
did not want a mere nocturnal presence, which was what he was so far.
And she prided herself that he could not leave her.
Here she made a mistake. John Thomas intended to remain a nocturnal
presence; he had no idea of becoming an all-round individual to her.
When she started to take an intelligent interest in him and his life
and his character, he sheered off. He hated intelligent interest. And
he knew that the only way to stop it was to avoid it. The possessive
female was aroused in Annie. So he left her.
It is no use saying she was not surprised. She was at first startled,
thrown out of her count. For she had been so _very_ sure of holding
him. For a while she was staggered, and everything became uncertain to
her. Then she wept with fury, indignation, desolation, and misery. Then
she had a spasm of despair. And then, when he came, still impudently,
on to her car, still familiar, but letting her see by the movement of
his head that he had gone away to somebody else for the time being, and
was enjoying pastures new, then she determined to have her own back.
She had a very shrewd idea what girls John Thomas had taken out. She
went to Nora Purdy. Nora was a tall, rather pale, but well-built girl,
with beautiful yellow hair. She was rather secretive.
“Hey!” said Annie, accosting her; then softly, “Who’s John Thomas on
with now?”
“I don’t know,” said Nora.
“Why tha does,” said Annie, ironically lapsing into dialect. “Tha knows
as well as I do.”
“Well, I do, then,” said Nora. “It isn’t me, so don’t bother.”
“It’s Cissy Meakin, isn’t it?”
“It is, for all I know.”
“Hasn’t he got a face on him!” said Annie. “I don’t half like his
cheek. I could knock him off the foot-board when he comes round at me.”
“He’ll get dropped-on one of these days,” said Nora.
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