England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“Do you mind if I touch you?”
The lawyer shrank away instinctively. And yet, out of very
philanthropy, he said, in a small voice: “Not at all.”
But he suffered as the blind man stretched out a strong, naked hand to
him. Maurice accidentally knocked off Bertie’s hat.
“I thought you were taller,” he said, starting. Then he laid his hand
on Bertie Reid’s head, closing the dome of the skull in a soft, firm
grasp, gathering it, as it were; then, shifting his grasp and softly
closing again, with a fine, close pressure, till he had covered the
skull and the face of the smaller man, tracing the brows, and touching
the full, closed eyes, touching the small nose and the nostrils, the
rough, short moustache, the mouth, the rather strong chin. The hand of
the blind man grasped the shoulder, the arm, the hand of the other man.
He seemed to take him, in the soft, travelling grasp.
“You seem young,” he said quietly, at last.
The lawyer stood almost annihilated, unable to answer.
“Your head seems tender, as if you were young,” Maurice repeated. “So
do your hands. Touch my eyes, will you?—touch my scar.”
Now Bertie quivered with revulsion. Yet he was under the power of the
blind man, as if hypnotized. He lifted his hand, and laid the fingers
on the scar, on the scarred eyes. Maurice suddenly covered them with
his own hand, pressed the fingers of the other man upon his disfigured
eye-sockets, trembling in every fibre, and rocking slightly, slowly,
from side to side. He remained thus for a minute or more, whilst Bertie
stood as if in a swoon, unconscious, imprisoned.
Then suddenly Maurice removed the hand of the other man from his brow,
and stood holding it in his own.
“Oh, my God’ he said, “we shall know each other now, shan’t we? We
shall know each other now.”
Bertie could not answer. He gazed mute and terror-struck, overcome by
his own weakness. He knew he could not answer. He had an unreasonable
fear, lest the other man should suddenly destroy him. Whereas Maurice
was actually filled with hot, poignant love, the passion of friendship.
Perhaps it was this very passion of friendship which Bertie shrank from
most.
“We’re all right together now, aren’t we?” said Maurice. “It’s all
right now, as long as we live, so far as we’re concerned?”
“Yes,” said Bertie, trying by any means to escape.
Maurice stood with head lifted, as if listening. The new delicate
fulfilment of mortal friendship had come as a revelation and surprise
to him, something exquisite and unhoped-for. He seemed to be listening
to hear if it were real.
Then he turned for his coat.
“Come,” he said, “we’ll go to Isabel.”
Bertie took the lantern and opened the door. The cat disappeared. The
two men went in silence along the causeways. Isabel, as they came,
thought their footsteps sounded strange. She looked up pathetically and
anxiously for their entrance. There seemed a curious elation about
Maurice. Bertie was haggard, with sunken eyes.
“What is it?” she asked.
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