England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
On the second day after Hadrian’s arrival, Matilda sat with her father
in the evening. She was drawing a picture which she wanted to copy. It
was very still, Hadrian was gone out somewhere, no one knew where, and
Emmie was busy. Mr. Rockley reclined on his bed, looking out in silence
over his evening-sunny garden.
“If anything happens to me, Matilda,” he said, “you won’t sell this
house—you’ll stop here—”
Matilda’s eyes took their slightly haggard look as she stared at her
father.
“Well, we couldn’t do anything else,” she said.
“You don’t know what you might do,” he said. “Everything is left to you
and Emmie, equally. You’do as you like with it—only don’t sell this
house, don’t part with it.”
“No,” she said.
“And give Hadrian my watch and chain, and a hundred pounds out of
what’s in the bank—and help him if he ever wants helping. I haven’t put
his name in the will.”
“Your watch and chain, and a hundred pounds—yes. But you’ll be here
when he goes back to Canada, father.”
“You never know what’ll happen,” said her father.
Matilda sat and watched him, with her full, haggard eyes, for a long
time, as if tranced. She saw that he knew he must go soon—she saw like
a clairvoyant.
Later on she told Emmie what her father had said about the watch and
chain and the money.
“What right has _he”—he_—meaning Hadrian—“to my father’s watch and
chain—what has it to do with him? Let him have the money, and get off,”
said Emmie. She loved her father.
That night Matilda sat late in her room. Her heart was anxious and
breaking, her mind seemed entranced. She was too much entranced even to
weep, and all the time she thought of her father, only her father. At
last she felt she must go to him.
It was near midnight. She went along the passage and to his room. There
was a faint light from the moon outside. She listened at his door. Then
she softly opened and entered. The room was faintly dark. She heard a
movement on the bed.
“Are you asleep?” she said softly, advancing to the side of the bed.
“Are you asleep?” she repeated gently, as she stood at the side of the
bed. And she reached her hand in the darkness to touch his forehead.
Delicately, her fingers met the nose and the eyebrows, she laid her
fine, delicate hand on his brow. It seemed fresh and smooth—very fresh
and smooth. A sort of surprise stirred her, in her entranced state. But
it could not waken her. Gently, she leaned over the bed and stirred her
fingers over the low-growing hair on his brow.
“Can’t you sleep tonight?” she said.
There was a quick stirring in the bed. “Yes, I can,” a voice answered.
It was Hadrian’s voice. She started away. Instantly, she was wakened
from her late-at-night trance. She remembered that her father was
downstairs, that Hadrian had his room. She stood in the darkness as if
stung.
“It is you, Hadrian?” she said. “I thought it was my father.” She was
so startled, so shocked, that she could not move. The young man gave an
uncomfortable laugh, and turned in his bed.
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