England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
They were alike in colouring, and somewhat in features, but the taxi
driver was a powerful, well-fleshed man who glared at the world
aggressively, being really on the defensive against his own heart. His
nephew, of the same height, was thin, well-dressed, quiet and
indifferent in his manner. And yet they were obviously kin.
“And who the devil are you?” asked the taxi driver.
“I’m Daniel Berry,” replied the nephew.
“Well, I’m damned—never saw you since you were a kid.”
Rather awkwardly at this late hour the two shook hands.
“How are you, lad?”
“All right. I thought you were in Australia.”
“Been back three months—bought a couple of these damned things,”—he
kicked the tyre of his taxi-cab in affectionate disgust. There was a
moment’s silence.
“Oh, but I’m going back out there. I can’t stand this cankering,
rotten-hearted hell of a country any more; you want to come out to
Sydney with me, lad. That’s the place for you—beautiful place, oh, you
could wish for nothing better. And money in it, too.—How’s your
mother?”
“She died at Christmas,” said the young man.
“Dead! What!—our Anna!” The big man’s eyes stared, and he recoiled in
fear. “God, lad,” he said, “that’s three of ’em gone!”
The two men looked away at the people passing along the pale grey
pavements, under the wall of Trinity Church.
“Well, strike me lucky!” said the taxi driver at last, out of breath.
“She wor th’ best o’ th’ bunch of ’em. I see nowt nor hear nowt from
any of ’em—they’re not worth it, I’ll be damned if they are—our
sermon-lapping Adela and Maud,” he looked scornfully at his nephew.
“But she was the best of ’em, our Anna was, that’s a fact.”
He was talking because he was afraid.
“An’ after a hard life like she’d had. How old was she, lad?”
“Fifty-five.”
“Fifty-five....” He hesitated. Then, in a rather hushed voice, he asked
the question that frightened him:
“And what was it, then?”
“Cancer.”
“Cancer again, like Julia! I never knew there was cancer in our family.
Oh, my good God, our poor Anna, after the life she’d had!—What, lad, do
you see any God at the back of that?—I’m damned if I do.”
He was glaring, very blue-eyed and fierce, at his nephew. Berry lifted
his shoulders slightly.
“God?” went on the taxi driver, in a curious intense tone, “You’ve only
to look at the folk in the street to know there’s nothing keeps it
going but gravitation. Look at ’em. Look at him!”—A mongrel-looking man
was nosing past. “Wouldn’t _he_ murder you for your watch-chain, but
that he’s afraid of society. He’s got it _in_ him.... Look at ’em.”
Berry watched the towns-people go by, and, sensitively feeling his
uncle’s antipathy, it seemed he was watching a sort of _danse macabre_
of ugly criminals.
“Did you ever see such a God-forsaken crew creeping about! It gives you
the very horrors to look at ’em. I sit in this damned car and watch ’em
till, I can tell you, I feel like running the cab amuck among ’em, and
running myself to kingdom come—”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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