England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Berry wondered at this outburst. He knew his uncle was the black-sheep,
the youngest, the darling of his mother’s family. He knew him to be at
outs with respectability, mixing with the looser, sporting type, all
betting and drinking and showing dogs and birds, and racing. As a
critic of life, however, he did not know him. But the young man felt
curiously understanding. “He uses words like I do, he talks nearly as I
talk, except that I shouldn’t say those things. But I might feel like
that, in myself, if I went a certain road.”
“I’ve got to go to Watmore,” he said. “Can you take me?”
“When d’you want to go?” asked the uncle fiercely.
“Now.”
“Come on, then. What d’yer stand gassin’ on th’ causeway for?”
The nephew took his seat beside the driver. The cab began to quiver,
then it started forward with a whirr. The uncle, his hands and feet
acting mechanically, kept his blue eyes fixed on the highroad into
whose traffic the car was insinuating its way. Berry felt curiously as
if he were sitting beside an older development of himself. His mind
went back to his mother. She had been twenty years older than this
brother of hers whom she had loved so dearly. “He was one of the most
affectionate little lads, and such a curly head! I could never have
believed he would grow into the great, coarse bully he is—for he’s
nothing else. My father made a god of him—well, it’s a good thing his
father is dead. He got in with that sporting gang, that’s what did it.
Things were made too easy for him, and so he thought of no one but
himself, and this is the result.”
Not that “Joky” Sutton was so very black a sheep. He had lived idly
till he was eighteen, then had suddenly married a young, beautiful girl
with clear brows and dark grey eyes, a factory girl. Having taken her
to live with his parents he, lover of dogs and pigeons, went on to the
staff of a sporting paper. But his wife was without uplift or warmth.
Though they made money enough, their house was dark and cold and
uninviting. He had two or three dogs, and the whole attic was turned
into a great pigeon-house. He and his wife lived together roughly, with
no warmth, no refinement, no touch of beauty anywhere, except that she
was beautiful. He was a blustering, impetuous man, she was rather cold
in her soul, did not care about anything very much, was rather capable
and close with money. And she had a common accent in her speech. He
outdid her a thousand times in coarse language, and yet that cold twang
in her voice tortured him with shame that he stamped down in bullying
and in becoming more violent in his own speech.
Only his dogs adored him, and to them, and to his pigeons, he talked
with rough, yet curiously tender caresses while they leaped and
fluttered for joy.
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