Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
kommt der Kerl nun endlich...!_” He pointed, my heart leapt into my
mouth; nothing could induce me to arrest him, it seemed, and my relief
on seeing it was a stranger was always genuine--at the moment.
One night--or early morning, rather--the doctor, who had been silent
for a long time, turned to me with a grey, exhausted face. The morphine
was beginning to fail him, and he must inject another dose. This
happened several times.... Behind a curtain, or in a place aside where
we were not even alone, he opened his clothes, found a clear space of
skin, and applied the needle, while I rubbed the spot with my finger
for about a minute to prevent a blister forming. No one, except perhaps
a very drunken man or woman occasionally, paid the smallest attention
to the operation; to them it was evidently a familiar and commonplace
occurrence.... “You must not stay up any longer,” he would say another
time, after a sudden examination of my face. “You look dreadful. Come,
we will go home.”
I was only too glad to be marched off. We paced the icy streets arm
in arm, numerous people still about on various errands, tramcars and
elevated trains still roaring, saloons and joints blazing with light,
wide open till dawn, while the old man, rejuvenated and stimulated by
the drug, discoursed eloquently the whole way, I dragging by his side,
silent, depressed, weary with pains that seemed more poignant then than
hunger or mere physical fatigue.
The next night it would be the same, and the one after that, and the
next one after that too--the search continued. It wore me down. I saw
the eyeglass staring furtively at me from behind every corner, even in
the day-time. His footstep sounded behind me often. At night I locked
my door, for fear he might steal back into the room.... Once or twice I
reported to headquarters that I was on the trail, but the detective had
lost interest in the case; a conviction was doubtful, anyhow; he was
not “going to sit around catching flies”; only the fact that I was a
reporter on the _Sun_ made him pause. “Telephone when you get him,” he
said, “and I’ll come up and do the rest.” Much fresh information about
Boyde had also come my way; he had even stolen the vases from a Church
communion table--though he denied this in his confession later--and
pawned them. In every direction, and this he did not deny, he had
borrowed money in my name, giving me the worst possible character while
doing so. Probably indeed, I never lived down _all_ he said about me....
It was a bitter, and apparently, an endless search. From the West Side
joints, we visited the East Side haunts of vice and dissipation. I now
knew Boyde too well to think he would “fly high”; his tastes were of
the lowest. The ache it all gave me I can never describe....
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