Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
These trivial little memories remain vivid for some reason. To my
precious Sundays in Bronx Park, or farther afield when the days grew
longer, he came too, and Kay came with him. We shared the teapot and
tin mug I still kept hidden behind a boulder, we shared the fire I
always made--neither of my companions shared my mood of happiness....
I was glad when they both refused to get up and start at eight,
preferring to spend the morning in bed. For months and months I never
missed a single Sunday, wet or fine, for these outings were life to me,
and I made a rough lean-to that kept the rain off in bad weather....
The car-fare was only 30 cents, both ways; bread and a lump of cheese
provided two meals; there were few Sundays when I did not get at least
seven or eight hours of intense happiness among the trees and wild
stretches of what was to me a veritable Eden of delight.... Nothing
experienced in later life, tender or grandiose, neither the splendour
of the Alps, the majesty of the Caucasus, the mystery of the desert,
the magic of spring in Italy or the grim wonder of the real backwoods
which I tasted later too--none of these produced the strange and subtle
ecstasy of happiness I found on those Sundays in the wastes of scrubby
Bronx Park, a few miles from “Noo York City.” ... It was, of course,
but the raw material, so to speak, of beauty, which indeed is true
always of “scenery” as a whole, but it was possible to find detail
which, grouped together, made unforgettable pictures by the score.
Though deprived of technique, I could _see_ the pictures I need never
think of painting. The selection of significant detail in scenery is
the secret of enjoyment, for such selection can be almost endless....
The hours passed too quickly always, but they provided the energy to
face what, to me, was the unadulterated misery of the week to follow.
A book was in my pocket and Shelley was in my memory. From the tram
to the trees was half a mile, perhaps, but with the first sight of
these, with the first scent of leaves and earth, the first touch of the
wind of open spaces on my tongue, my joy rose like a great sea-wave,
and the city life, with all its hideousness, was utterly forgotten.
What occupied my mind during those seven or eight hours it would be
tedious to describe.... I was, besides, hopelessly inarticulate in
those early days; conclusions I arrived at were reached by feeling, not
by thinking; one, in particular, about which I felt so positive that
I _knew_ it was true, I could no more have expressed in words than I
could have flown or made a million. This particular conclusion that the
Sundays in Bronx Park gave me has, naturally, been expressed by others
far better than I could ever express it, but the first time I came
across the passage, perhaps a dozen years later in London, my thought
instantly flashed back to the teapot, the tin mug, and the boulder in
Bronx Park when the same conviction had burned into my own untaught
mind:
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