Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
It was in the domain of politics that I first began to notice the
exaggeration and incoherence of his mind, and it was “in politics,”
evidently, that the deep wounds which would not heal had been
received. In music, poetry, literature, above all in law, his
intelligence had remained clear and sound, his judgments consummate,
his knowledge encyclopædic. Large tracts of memory in him were,
apparently, obliterated, whole stretches of life submerged, but his
legal attainments had remained untouched. A business friend of mine
“briefed” him to lecture on International, Company and Patent Law; and
the substance of those “Lectures” stood the test, years later, of the
highest English and French Courts.
The lonely old man’s kingdom was his mind, and he dwelt in it aloof,
secure, contented, unassailable. Into the big empty stretches a half
education had left in my own, he poured his riches with unstinted
satisfaction, even with delight. Worldly advice he never proffered;
the world had left him aside, he, in his turn, left the world aside.
To practical questions he merely shook his Moses-head: “That,” he
would say, “you must decide for yourself. Considered in relation to
the Eternities, it is of little moment in any case.” To any question,
however, of a philosophical kind, to any enquiry for explanation about
what perplexed or interested me in the realm of thought, he would reply
with what I can only call a lecture, but a lecture so lucid, so packed
with knowledge and learning, with classical comment and quotation,
often with passages of moving eloquence, and invariably in language
so considered that no single word could have been altered, and the
“essay” might have been published as it stood--lectures, in a word,
that enthralled and held me spellbound for hours at a time. For his
knowledge was not knowledge merely, it was knowledge transmuted by
emotion into that spiritual wisdom called Understanding.
The respect he inspired me with was such that rarely did I venture
upon a personal question, though I longed to know more about himself
and his mysterious story. His face sometimes betrayed intense mental
suffering. On one occasion, feeling braver, owing to a happy mood that
seemed established naturally between us, I attempted rather an intimate
question of some kind about his past. He turned and stared with an
expression that startled me. It was so keen, so searching. For several
minutes he made no reply. His eyes narrowed. I felt ashamed. I had
wounded him. The truth was, it seems, I had touched his heart.
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