Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
It was thus, at any rate, with the pardonable exaggeration of ignorant
twenty-five, I saw and knew the Old Man of Visions. It was his deep
heart of poetry, rather than his fine intellect I worshipped. The
under-mind in him, the subconscious region, I think, was whole and
healed; it was the upper-mind, the surface consciousness, that alone
was damaged. If this mind was wrecked, this brain partly in ruins, the
soul in him peered forth above the broken towers, remaining splendidly
aware. Not even the imperfect instrument through which it worked could
prevent this fine expression: behind the disproportion of various
delusions, behind the outer tumbled ruins, there dwelt unaffected in
him that greater thing than any intellect--Understanding.
CHAPTER XXXI
It was with a singular young man, who claimed proudly to be the
illegitimate son of a certain duke, that I found myself presently in
the eau de Cologne business. A long difficult winter had passed; all my
friends had disappeared; there had been periods of dried apples again,
of posing in studios, of various odd jobs, and of half-starving, with
black weeks in plenty. I had moved into yet cheaper quarters, where I
occupied a room that had been formerly a butler’s pantry, and was so
small that when the folding-bed was down the entire space from wall to
wall was occupied. The wash-hand stand was a sink in a recess let into
the wall and supplied with a tap.
When Mr. Louis visited me, as he did frequently, we lowered the bed and
used it as a divan. The door could not open then. I made tea in the
sink. We talked....
If Louis’s atmosphere suggested choirs and places where they sing,
that of Brodie, as I may call him here, was associated with bars and
places where they drink. Not that he drank himself, for he was most
abstemious, but that in certain superior saloons, all of them far above
my means, he was usually to be found. A simple, yet complex, generous
as well as mean creature, with all the canniness of the Scot, with his
uncanniness as well, his education had been neglected, he read with
difficulty, and only wrote well enough to sign his name laboriously
to a cheque. He, too, like Louis, had his mystery; there was no one,
indeed, in my circle of those days whose antecedents would bear too
close a scrutiny.
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