Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
Some of the “communications” came back in memory, none the less, as I
lay beside the little lake and watched the firelight reflected with
the stars: “There is an Indian here; he says he comes for you. He is a
medicine man. He says you are one, too. You have great healing power.
He keeps repeating the word ‘scratch.’” The dubious word meant “write”;
I was to become a writer, a prophesy that woke no interest in me at
all.... Another communication delved into the past: “You have been an
Indian in a recent life, and you will go back to their country to
work off certain painful Karma. You were Aztec, Inca, Egyptian, and,
before that again, Atlantean. With the world to-day you have nothing
in common, for none of the souls you knew have come back with you.
Nature means more to you than human beings. Beware!” The last word
alarmed me a good deal until the doctor’s humorous exposition killed
any malefic suggestion. The horoscope his wife cast and read for me,
however, he refused to be bothered with; he could not, therefore,
comfort me by explaining away a disturbing sentence: “All your planets
are beneficent, but were just below the horizon at the hour of your
birth. This means that you will come very near to success in all you
undertake, yet never quite achieve it.”
These memories slipped in their series across my mind, as the embers
of my fire faded and the night drew on. Swiftly they came and passed,
each leaving its little trail of dust, its faint emotion, yet leading
always to a stronger ghost whose memory still bulked largely in my
mind--the ghost of a Hindu student. He was a fourth-year man, about
to become a qualified doctor, and I met him first in the dissecting
room, where occasionally I played at studying anatomy. We first became
intimate friends over the dissection of a leg. It was he who explained
“Patanjali” to me. He was a very gifted and unusual being. He showed
me strange methods of breathing, of concentration, of meditation. He
made clear a thousand half-conscious dreams and memories in me. He
was mysterious but sincere, living his theories in practice. We went
for great walks along the Forth, watching the Forth Bridge then being
built; down the coast to St. Abb’s Head and Coldingham; deep into the
recesses of the Pentlands, where, more than once, we slept in the
open. We made curious and interesting experiments together.... Years
later--he is still alive--I drew upon a fraction of his personality in
two books, “John Silence” and “Julius Le Vallon.”...
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