Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
This mystical minor poet in the cement business had several friends
like himself, but no one of them possessed his value, because no one of
them practised their beliefs. They talked well and were sincere up to
a point, but not to the point of making sacrifices for their faith. It
was always with them a future hope. One, however, must be excepted--a
woman. She was over sixty and always dressed in black, with crêpe
scattered all over her, and a large white face, and shining eyes, and
great bags under them. She had been a vegetarian for years. In spite of
her size she looked so ethereal that a puff of wind might have blown
her across the street. All her friends and relations had “passed over,”
and her thoughts were evidently centred in the beyond, so far as she
herself was concerned. She had means of her own, but spent most of them
in helping others. There was no humbug about her. She claimed to have
what she called “continuous consciousness,” and at night, when her body
lay down and the brain slept, she focused her Self in some spiritual
region of her being, and never lost consciousness. She saw her body
lying there, and knew the brain was asleep, but she meanwhile became
active elsewhere, for she declared a spirit could never sleep, and it
was only the body that became too weary at the end of the day to answer
to the spirit’s requirements. In sleep the body, left empty by the
spirit, slept, and memory, being in the brain, became inactive. But as
soon as one had learned to realize one’s spirit, sleep involved no loss
of consciousness and memory was continuous.
Her accounts of her experiences in the night thrilled me.... While
she talked her face grew so white that it almost shone. It was a
beaming, good, loving face, and the woman was honest, even if deluded.
She radiated kindness and sympathy from her person. She had a way of
screwing up her eyes when speaking, stepping back a few paces, and then
coming suddenly forward again as though she meant to jump across the
room, her voice ringing, and her eyes opened so wide that I thought the
bags underneath them must burst with a pop.
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