Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
To him, of course, my manners must have seemed hopelessly rude. He
felt angry that I had not thought his sister worth even the ordinary
politeness of a dance; and to a Canadian, who learns dancing with his
bottle, and dances indoors and out on every possible occasion, the
omission must have seemed incredibly ill-mannered, and the snub an
unforgivable one. I cannot blame him. I remained in complete ignorance
however of my crime, and, beyond feeling nervously foolish, out of
place, and generally not much of a success, I had no idea I had given
cause for offence until, long afterwards, I heard stories about myself
and my behaviour which made me realize that I had done unpardonable
things and left undone all that was best and correct.
At the time, however, I had no realization that I had offended at all;
and in the morning I went down according to appointment to call upon
the railway official in his fine offices and hear the joyful news of my
appointment to a lucrative and honourable position in the Company.
It seemed a little strange to me that I was kept waiting exactly an
hour in the outer office, but I was so sure of a pleasant interview
with a practical result that when at last the clerk summoned me to the
official’s sanctum, I went in with a smiling face and goodwill and
happiness in my heart.
The general manager, as I will call him, though this title disguises
his actual position, greeted me, however, without a word. He was
talking to a man who stood beside his desk, and though he must have
heard my name announced, he did not so much as turn his head. I stood
looking at the framed photographs on the wall for several moments
before the man went out, and then, when the door was closed, I advanced
with outstretched hand and cordial manner across the room to greet my
future employer.
He glanced at me frigidly, and, without even rising from his chair,
gave me a stiff bow and said in a voice of the utmost formality:
“Well, sir, and what can I do for you?”
The words fell into my brain like so many particles of ice, and froze
my tongue. Such a reception I had never dreamed of receiving. What
had I done wrong? How in the world had I offended? Not even a word of
apology for keeping me waiting an hour; and not even a seat offered me.
I stood there foolishly for a moment, completely puzzled. Surely there
must be a mistake. The man had forgotten me, or took me for somebody
else.
“I had an appointment with you at eleven o’clock, Mr. T.,” I said
nervously, but trying to smile pleasantly. “You remember you were kind
enough to say yesterday you thought you might find work for me to do
in--in the railway offices.”
The man’s eyes flashed, just as though he were angry, his face turned
red, and I could not help suddenly noticing what a bad, weak chin he
had and how common and coarse the lines of his face were. The flush
seemed to emphasize all its bad points.
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