Erewhon Revisited Twenty Years Later, Both by the Original Discoverer of the Country and by His SonButler, Samuel
Philosophy
Erewhon Revisited Twenty Years Later, Both by the Original Discoverer of the Country and by His Son
Butler, Samuel
Satire; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
When we were in the study, my father said, “My dearest boy, get pen and
paper and take notes of what I tell you. It will be all disjointed; one
day I shall remember this, and another that, but there will not be many
more days on which I shall remember anything at all. I cannot write a
coherent page. You, when I am gone, can piece what I tell you together,
and tell it as I should have told it if I had been still sound. But
do not publish it yet; it might do harm to those dear good people.
Take the notes now, and arrange them the sooner the better, for you
may want to ask me questions, and I shall not be here much longer. Let
publishing wait till you are confident that publication can do no harm;
and above all, say nothing to betray the whereabouts of Erewhon, beyond
admitting (which I fear I have already done) that it is in the Southern
hemisphere.”
These instructions I have religiously obeyed. For the first days after
his return, my father had few attacks of loss of memory, and I was in
hopes that his former health of mind would return when he found himself
in his old surroundings. During these days he poured forth the story
of his adventures so fast, that if I had not had a fancy for acquiring
shorthand, I should not have been able to keep pace with him. I
repeatedly urged him not to overtax his strength, but he was oppressed
by the fear that if he did not speak at once, he might never be able to
tell me all he had to say; I had, therefore, to submit, though seeing
plainly enough that he was only hastening the complete paralysis which
he so greatly feared.
Sometimes his narrative would be coherent for pages together, and he
could answer any questions without hesitation; at others, he was now
here and now there, and if I tried to keep him to the order of events
he would say that he had forgotten intermediate incidents, but that
they would probably come back to him, and I should perhaps be able to
put them in their proper places.
After about ten days he seemed satisfied that I had got all the facts,
and that with the help of the pamphlets which he had brought with him
I should be able to make out a connected story. “Remember,” he said,
“that I thought I was quite well so long as I was in Erewhon, and do
not let me appear as anything else.”
When he had fully delivered himself, he seemed easier in his mind, but
before a month had passed he became completely paralysed, and though
he lingered till the beginning of June, he was seldom more than dimly
conscious of what was going on around him.
His death robbed me of one who had been a very kind and upright elder
brother rather than a father; and so strongly have I felt his influence
still present, living and working, as I believe for better within me,
that I did not hesitate to copy the epitaph which he saw in the Musical
Bank at Fairmead, {1} and to have it inscribed on the very simple
monument which he desired should alone mark his grave.
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