Eric; Or, Little by LittleFarrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
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Eric; Or, Little by Little
Farrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
Schools -- Fiction
Nor did he in the least drop his old friends, except Owen. A coolness
grew up between the latter and Eric, not unmingled with a little mutual
contempt. Eric sneered at Owen as a fellow who did nothing but grind all
day long, and had no geniality in him; while Owen pitied the love of
popularity which so often led Eric into delinquencies, which he himself
despised. Owen had, indeed, but few friends in the school; the only boy
who knew him well enough to respect and like him thoroughly was Russell,
who found in him the only one who took the same high, ground with
himself. But Russell loved the good in every one, and was loved by all
in return, and Eric he loved most of all, while he often mourned over
his increasing failures.
One day as the two were walking together in the green playground, Mr.
Gordon passed by; and as the boys touched their caps, he nodded and
smiled pleasantly at Russell, but hardly noticed, and did not return
Eric’s salute. He had begun to dislike the latter more and more, and had
given him up altogether as one of the reprobates.
“What a surly devil that is,” said Eric, when he had passed; “did you
see how he purposely cut me?”
“A surly ...? Oh Eric, that’s the first time I ever heard you swear.”
Eric blushed. He hadn’t meant the word to slip out in Russell’s hearing,
though similar expressions were common enough in his talk with other
boys. But he didn’t like to be reproved, even by Russell, and in the
ready spirit of self-defence, he answered--
“Pooh, Edwin, you don’t call that swearing, do you? You’re so strict, so
religious, you know. I love you for it, but then, there are none like
you. Nobody thinks anything of swearing here.”
Russell was silent.
“Besides, what can be the harm of it? it means nothing. I was thinking
the other night, and I concluded that you and Owen are the only two
fellows here who don’t swear.”
Russell still said nothing.
“And, after all, I didn’t swear; I only called that fellow a surly
devil.”
“O, hush! Eric, hush!” said Russell sadly. “You wouldn’t have said so
half-a-year ago.”
Eric knew what he meant. The image of his father and mother rose before
him, as they sate far away in their lonely Indian home, thinking of him,
praying for him, centring all their hopes in him. In him!--and he knew
how many things he was daily doing and saying, which would cut them to
the heart. He knew that all his moral consciousness was fast vanishing,
and leaving him a bad and reckless boy.
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