Eric, or Little by LittleFarrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
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Eric, or Little by Little
Farrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
Schools -- Fiction
Hatred is a most mysterious and painful phenomenon to the unhappy person
who is the object of it, and more especially if he have incurred it by
no one assignable reason. Why it happens that no heart can be so
generous, no life so self-denying, no intentions so honourable and pure,
as to shield a man from the enmity of his fellows, must remain a dark
question for ever. But certain it is, that to bear the undeserved
malignity of the evil-minded, to hear unmoved the sneers of the proud
and the calumnies of the base, is one of the hardest lessons in life.
And to Eric this opposition was peculiarly painful; he was utterly
unprepared for it. In his bright joyous life at Fairholm, in the little
he saw of the boys at the Latin-school, he had met with nothing but
kindness and caresses, and the generous nobleness of his character had
seemed to claim them as a natural element. "And now, why," he asked
impatiently, "should this bulldog sort of fellow have set his whole aim
to annoy, vex, and hurt me?" Incapable himself of so mean a spirit of
jealousy at superior excellence, he could not make it out; but such was
the fact, and the very mysteriousness of it made it more intolerable to
bear.
But it must be admitted that he made matters worse by his own bursts of
passion. His was not the temper to turn the other cheek; but, brave and
spirited as he was, he felt how utterly hopeless would be any attempt on
his part to repel force by force. He would have tried some slight
conciliation, but it was really impossible with such a boy as his enemy.
Barker never gave him even so much as an indifferent look, much less a
civil word. Eric loathed him, and the only good and happy part of the
matter to his own mind was, that conscientiously his only desire was to
get rid of him, and be left alone, while he never cherished a particle
of revenge.
While every day Eric was getting on better in form, and winning himself
a very good position with the other boys, who liked his frankness, his
mirth, his spirit, and cleverness, he felt this feud with Barker like a
dark background to all his enjoyment. He even had to manoeuvre daily
how to escape him, and violent scenes were of constant occurrence
between them.
Eric could not, and would not, brook his bullying with silence. His
resentment was loud and stinging, and, Ishmaelite as Barker was, even
_his_ phlegmatic temperament took fire when Eric shouted his fierce and
uncompromising retorts in the hearing of the others.
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