Eric, or Little by LittleFarrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
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Eric, or Little by Little
Farrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
Schools -- Fiction
The two boys looked each other in the face, and then, like the
confidential augurs, burst out laughing.
"You know you detest him," said Duncan.
"No, I don't. He never did me any harm that I know of."
"Hm!--well, _I_ detest him."
"Well!" answered Eric, "on coming to think of it, so do I. And yet he's
popular enough in the school. I wonder how that is."
"He's not _really_ popular. I've often noticed that fellows pretty
generally despise him, yet somehow don't like to say so."
"Why do you dislike him, Duncan?"
"I don't know. Why do you?"
"I don't know either."
Neither Eric nor Duncan meant this answer to be false, and yet if they
had taken the trouble to consider, they would have found out in their
secret souls the reasons of their dislike.
Ball had been to school before, and of this school he often bragged as
the acme of desirability and wickedness. He was always telling boys
what they did at "his old school," and he quite inflamed the minds of
such as fell under his influence by marvellous tales of the wild and
wilful things which he and his former school-fellows had done. Many and
many a scheme of sin and mischief at Roslyn was suggested, planned, and
carried out, on the model of Ball's reminiscences of his previous life.
He had tasted more largely of the tree of the knowledge of evil than any
other boy, and, strange to say, this was the secret why the general
odium was never expressed. He claimed his guilty experience so often as
a ground of superiority, that at last the claim was silently allowed.
He spoke from the platform of more advanced iniquity, and the others
listened first curiously, and then eagerly to his words.
"Ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil." Such was the temptation
which assailed the other boys in dormitory Number 7; and Eric among the
number. Ball was the tempter. Secretly, gradually, he dropped into
their too willing ears the poison of his immorality.
In brief, this boy was cursed with a degraded and corrupting mind.
I hurry over a part of my subject inconceivably painful; I hurry over
it, but if I am to perform my self-imposed duty of giving a true
picture, of what school-life _sometimes_ is, I must not pass it by
altogether.
The first time that Eric heard indecent words in dormitory Number 7, he
was shocked beyond bound or measure. Dark though it was, he felt
himself blushing scarlet to the roots of his hair, and then growing pale
again, while a hot dew was left upon his forehead. Ball was the
speaker; but this time there was a silence, and the subject instantly
dropped. The others felt that a "new boy" was in the room; they did not
know how he would take it; they were unconsciously abashed.
Besides, though they had themselves joined in such conversation before,
they did not love it, and, on the contrary, felt ashamed of yielding to
it.
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