Lister hooked up a horse and drove away to hunt for locust posts and
wire. Odell dragged his plow to the wagon shed, stabled the fat gray
horse, walked slowly back toward the wood shed. There was a dead apple
tree he could fell while waiting.
It was very still there in the April sunshine. All signs of rain were
gone. The wind had died out. Save for the hum of bees in crocus and
snow-drop, and except for the white cock’s clarion from the runs, no
sound broke the blue silence of an April afternoon.
Odell looked up at the window of his wife’s bed-room. The white-capped
nurse was seated there, her head turned as though intent upon something
taking place within the room. She did not stir. After a while Odell
picked up his spading fork and wiped the tines.
Yes, every kind of bad luck was coming at once; drouth, bull-calves,
wind to waste fertiliser, doctors’ bills, expenses for a nurse, for
Mrs. Hagan, for posts and wire,--and the land riddled with quack and
horse-radish....
He’d about broken even, so far, during the last twenty years. All these
years he’d marked time, doggedly, plugging away. Because, after all,
there had been nothing else to do. He could not stop. To sell meant
merely to begin again somewhere else, plug away, break about even year
after year, die plugging. That was what general farming meant in White
Hills when there were wages to pay. He could have made money with sons
to help him.... Life was a tread-mill. What his cattle took from the
land they gave back; nothing more. He was tired of the tread-mill. A
squirrel in a cage travelled no further and got as far....
Odell drove his spading fork into the ground, sifted out fragments of
horse-radish roots, kicked them under the fence into the dusty road
beyond.
Dr. Wand’s roadster stood out there by the front gate. Behind it waited
Dr. Benson’s driver in the new limousine car. Odell had not felt
he could afford any kind of car,--not even a tractor. These danged
doctors....
As he stood with one foot resting on his spading fork, gazing gloomily
at the two cars, Dr. Benson, fat, ruddy and seventy, came out of the
house with his satchel.
He nodded to Odell:
“Dr. Wand wants you,” he said. “She’s conscious.”
After the portly physician had driven away down the dusty road, Odell
went into the house and ascended the stairs to the common bed-room from
which now, in all probability, he was to be excluded for a while.
Dr. Wand, beside the bed, very tired, motioned Odell to draw nearer. It
was the ghost of his wife he saw lying there.
“Well,” he grunted with an effort, “you don’t feel very spry, I guess.
You look kinda peekid, Fan.”
All the stored resentment of twenty barren years glittered in his
wife’s sunken eyes. She knew his desire for sons. She knew what he now
thought of her.
She said in a distinct voice to Dr. Wand: “Tell him.”
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