“I made myself out a bad sort. That was the situation,--a nice girl
out o’ luck, a rotter, a quick etching in of the Park situation--then
through remorseless logic I finish you in the spotlight. You’re
done for; but I drift away through darkness, complacent, furtive,
dangerous,--the bacteriological symbol of cosmic corruption,--the
Eternal Cad.”
From the first moment he had spoken to her in the Park the night
before, his every word had fascinated her.
Never before had she been in contact with that sort of mind, with the
vocabulary that was his, with words employed as he employed them. The
things this man did with words!
Not that she always understood them, or their intent, or the true
intent of the man who uttered them. But this man’s speech had seemed,
suddenly, to have awakened her from sleep. And, awakened, everything he
said vaguely excited her.
Blind, unknown forces within her stirred when he spoke. Her mind
quivered in response; her very blood seemed stimulated. It was as
though, shrouding her mind, vast cloudy curtains were opening to
disclose undreamed of depths darkly pulsating with veiled brilliancy.
Out, into interstellar space, lay the road to Truth.
She thought of her dream--of her wings. She lay looking at Annan,
waiting for words.
“Why do you look at me so oddly?” he asked, smiling.
“I like what you say.”
“About what?”
“About anything.”
No man is proof against the surprise and pleasure of so naïve an
avowal. Annan reddened, laughed, flattered and a little touched by his
power to please so easily.
Looking at her very amiably and complacently, he wondered what effect
he might have on this odd little pilgrim if he chose to exert himself.
He could be really eloquent when he chose. It was good practice. It
gave him facility in his stories.
Considering her, now, a half-smile touching his lips, it occurred to
him that here, in her, he saw his audience in the flesh. This was what
his written words did to his readers. His skill held their attention;
his persuasive technique, unsuspected, led them where he guided. His
cleverness meddled with their intellectual emotions. The more primitive
felt it physically, too.
When he dismissed them at the bottom of the last page they went away
about their myriad vocations. But his brand was on their hearts. They
were his--these countless listeners whom he had never seen--never would
see.
But he had spoken, and they were his----
He checked his agreeable revery. This wouldn’t do. He was becoming
smug. Reaction brought the inevitable note of alarm. Suppose his
audience tired of him. Suppose he lost them. Chastened, he realised
what his audience meant to him,--these thousands of unknown people
whose minds he titivated, whose reason he juggled with, and whose
heart-strings he yanked, his tongue in his cheek.
“Eris,” he said with much modesty, “have you ever read any of my stuff?”
“No. May I?” she asked, shyly.
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