About that time she dreamed, for the first time, that dream which so
often re-occurred in after years--that she stood at her open window,
naked, winged, restless for flight to some tremendous height where
dwelt the aged god of Wisdom all alone, cutting open a human heart that
was still faintly pulsating.
At eighteen--the year the world war was ended--Eris “graduated.”
She wrote a little act for herself, designed her own costume, made
it, acted, sang, and danced the part. It was the story of a poor girl
who prays for two things--a pair of wings so that she may fly to the
moon, and a new hat for the journey. Suddenly she discovers a new hat
in her hands. The next instant two beautiful little wings sprout on
her shoulders. Instantly she takes scissors and snips off the wings
and trims her new hat with them. Ready for her journey, suddenly she
realises that now she cannot fly. She tears the wings from the hat. Too
late. She can’t fasten them to her shoulders again. They flutter to her
feet. She falls on her knees in a passion of tears. The moon rises,
grinning.
It was a vast success--this little act of Eris Odell--and while its
subtler intent was quite lost on the honest folk of White Hills
Village, the story itself was so obvious and Eris did it so prettily
that even her father grunted approval.
That evening he promised her the next heifer-calf for her own. If it
proved a good one the sale of it should provide a nice nest-egg for
Eris when she married.
* * * * *
The next heifer-calf promised well. Eris named her White Iris and she
was so registered.
In the yearling pure-breeds she was first at the Comity Fair. But Eris
refused to sell. At the State Fair White Iris beat every Guernsey and
every other heifer, pure-breed and grade.
Brookvale Manor offered her three thousand dollars. Odell made her take
it, and put the money into the local bank. So, with tears blinding her
grey eyes, Eris sold White Iris out of the county. And would not be
comforted even by the brand new cheque-book sent to her by the cashier
of the White Hills Bank.
The account, however, was in her father’s name.
* * * * *
Now, the horizon of Eris Odell had narrowed as her sphere of activity
dwindled after graduation.
Whitewater Farms became her world. Within its confines lay her duties
and diversions, both clearly defined.
They were her heritage. No loop-holes offered escape--excepting
marriage. And that way out was merely the way in to another and
similar prison the boundary of which was a barbed wire fence, and its
mathematical centre a manure pit.
* * * * *
She continued to dream of wings. An immense, indefinable longing
possessed her in waking hours. But she was only one of the youthful,
excited millions, waking after æons to the first instincts that had
ruled the human race.
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