Ernest Maltravers — Volume 01Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Ernest Maltravers — Volume 01
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
Maltravers was silent, for his flexile and excitable fancy was conjuring
up a thousand shapes along the transparent air, or upon those shadowy
violet banks. He was not thinking, he was imagining. His genius
reposed dreamily upon the calm, but exquisite sense of his happiness.
Alice was not absolutely in his thoughts, but unconsciously she coloured
them all--if she had left his side, the whole charm would have been
broken. But Alice, who was not a poet or a genius, /was/ thinking, and
thinking only of Maltravers. . . . His image was "the broken mirror"
multiplied in a thousand faithful fragments over everything fair and
soft in that lovely microcosm before her. But they were both alike in
one thing--they were not with the Future, they were sensible of the
Present--the sense of the actual life, the enjoyment of the breathing
time was strong within them. Such is the privilege of the extremes of
our existence--Youth and Age. Middle life is never with to-day, its
home is in to-morrow . . . anxious, and scheming, and desiring, and
wishing this plot ripened, and that hope fulfilled, while every wave of
the forgotten Time brings it nearer and nearer to the end of all things.
Half our life is consumed in longing to be nearer death.
"Alice," said Maltravers, waking at last from his reverie, and drawing
that light, childlike form nearer to him, "you enjoy this hour as much
as I do."
"Oh, much more!"
"More! and why so?"
"Because I am thinking of you, and perhaps you are not thinking of
yourself."
Maltravers smiled and stroked those beautiful ringlets, and kissed that
smooth, innocent forehead, and Alice nestled herself in his breast.
"How young you look by this light, Alice!" said he, tenderly looking
down.
"Would you love me less if I were old?" asked Alice.
"I suppose I should never have loved you in the same way if you had been
old when I first saw you."
"Yet I am sure I should have felt the same for you if you had been--oh!
ever so old!"
"What, with wrinkled cheeks, and palsied head, and a brown wig, and no
teeth, like Mr. Simcox?"
"Oh, but you could never be like that! You would always look
young--your heart would be always in your face. That clear smile--ah,
you would look beautiful to the last!"
"But Simcox, though not very lovely now, has been, I dare say, handsomer
than I am, Alice; and I shall be contented to look as well when I am as
old!"
"I should never know you were old, because I can see you just as I
please. Sometimes, when you are thoughtful, your brows meet, and you
look so stern that I tremble; but then I think of you when you last
smiled, and look up again, and though you are frowning still, you seem
to smile. I am sure you are different to other eyes than to mine . . .
and time must kill /me/ before, in my sight, it could alter /you/."
"Sweet Alice, you talk eloquently, for you talk love."
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