Ernest Maltravers — Volume 02Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Ernest Maltravers — Volume 02
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
The next morning, when he rose, the orange blossoms of Mola di Gaeta
were sweet beneath the window of the inn where he rested. It was now
the early spring, and the freshness of the odour, the breathing health
of earth and air, it is impossible to describe. Italy itself boasts few
spots more lovely than that same Mola di Gaeta--nor does that halcyon
sea wear, even at Naples or Sorrento, a more bland and enchanting smile.
So, after a hasty and scarcely-tasted breakfast, Maltravers strolled
through the orange groves, and gained the beach; and there, stretched at
idle length by the murmuring waves, he resigned himself to thought, and
endeavoured, for the first time since his parting with Valerie, to
collect and examine the state of his mind and feelings. Maltravers, to
his own surprise, did not find himself so unhappy as he had expected.
On the contrary, a soft and almost delicious sentiment, which he could
not well define, floated over all his memories of the beautiful
Frenchwoman. Perhaps the secret was, that while his pride was not
mortified, his conscience was not galled--perhaps, also, he had not
loved Valerie so deeply as he had imagined. The confession and the
separation had happily come before her presence had grown--/the want of
a life/. As it was, he felt as if, by some holy and mystic sacrifice,
he had been made reconciled to himself and mankind. He woke to a juster
and higher appreciation of human nature, and of woman's nature in
especial. He had found honesty and truth where he might least have
expected it--in a woman of a court--in a woman surrounded by vicious and
frivolous circles--in a woman who had nothing in the opinion of her
friends, her country, her own husband, the social system in which she
moved, to keep her from the concessions of frailty--in a woman of the
world--a woman of Paris!--yes, it was his very disappointment that drove
away the fogs and vapours that, arising from the marshes of the great
world, had gradually settled round his soul. Valerie de Ventadour had
taught him not to despise her sex, not to judge by appearances, not to
sicken of a low and a hypocritical world. He looked in his heart for
the love of Valerie, and he found there the love of virtue. Thus, as he
turned his eyes inward, did he gradually awaken to a sense of the true
impressions engraved there. And he felt the bitterest drop of the
fountains was not sorrow for himself, but for her. What pangs must that
high spirit have endured ere it could have submitted to the avowal it
had made! Yet, even in this affliction he found at last a solace. A
mind so strong could support and heal the weakness of the heart. He
felt that Valerie de Ventadour was not a woman to pine away in the
unresisted indulgence of morbid and unholy emotions. He could not
flatter himself that she would not seek to eradicate a love she
repented; and he sighed with a natural selfishness, when he owned also
that sooner or later she would succeed.
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