Ernest Maltravers — Volume 06Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Ernest Maltravers — Volume 06
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
It was late at night. Before a table covered with the monuments of
erudition and thought sat a young man with a pale and worn countenance.
The clock in the room told with a fretting distinctness every moment
that lessened the journey to the grave. There was an anxious and
expectant expression on the face of the student, and from time to time
he glanced to the clock, and muttered to himself. Was it a letter from
some adored mistress--the soothing flattery from some mighty arbiter of
arts and letters--that the young man eagerly awaited? No; the aspirer
was forgotten in the valetudinarian. Ernest Maltravers was waiting the
visit of his physician, whom at that late hour a sudden thought had
induced him to summon from his rest. At length the well-known knock was
heard, and in a few moments the physician entered. He was one well
versed in the peculiar pathology of book men, and kindly as well as
skilful.
"My dear Mr. Maltravers, what is this? How are we?--not seriously ill,
I hope--no relapse--pulse low and irregular, I see, but no fever. You
are nervous."
"Doctor," said the student, "I did not send for you at this time of
night from the idle fear or fretful caprice of an invalid. But when I
saw you this morning, you dropped some hints which have haunted me ever
since. Much that it befits the conscience and the soul to attend to
without loss of time depends upon my full knowledge of my real state.
If I understand you rightly, I may have but a short time to live--is it
so?"
"Indeed!" said the doctor, turning away his face; "you have exaggerated
my meaning. I did not say that you were in what we technically call
danger."
"Am I then likely to be a /long/-lived man?"
The doctor coughed--"That is uncertain, my dear young friend," said he,
after a pause.
"Be plain with me. The plans of life must be based upon such
calculations as we can reasonably form of its probable duration. Do not
fancy that I am weak enough or coward enough to shrink from any abyss
which I have approached unconsciously; I desire--I adjure--nay, I
command you to be explicit."
There was an earnest and solemn dignity in his patient's voice and
manner which deeply touched and impressed the good physician.
"I will answer you frankly," said he; "you overwork the nerves and the
brain; if you do not relax, you will subject yourself to confirmed
disease and premature death. For several months--perhaps for years to
come--you should wholly cease from literary labour. Is this a hard
sentence? You are rich and young--enjoy yourself while you can."
Maltravers appeared satisfied--changed the conversation--talked easily
on other matters for a few minutes: nor was it till he had dismissed his
physician that he broke forth with the thoughts that were burning in
him.
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