Gold miners -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories; Western stories
They were hideous thoughts and really not hers at all. It seemed that
some devil sent them to torture her. The unfairness of it gagged in her
throat. She had fought her way out of filth and blackness to cleanness
and the sun, and now, without volition, the old horror came on her
again from within--clicked through her brain like yards and yards of
cinema film. The current of her life had swept past its one clean
tranquil place and was swirling along muddied and normal. The familiar
ache was in her heart, and Rosie was herself again--Captain Mac, of
Al’s Dance Hall. You didn’t get away from things like that.
Well, there were things that Captain Mac knew how to do that Rosie
Briggs had forgotten. She had whipped a can along the street once with
revolver bullets as a child whips a hoop to the admiration of every
idle man in town, and ended the demonstration by shooting a stranger’s
plug hat off his head without disturbing his hair. Her whirling
thoughts showed her Jim’s old .44 in the left-hand end of the bottom
drawer of the dresser.
She must wait, she told herself--and her heart gave a great bound--she
must wait until she had them together! She laughed out with sudden
raucous cruelty in the still cool night. Jim stirred in his sleep but
didn’t waken. She raised herself on one elbow and looked down at him,
while her thoughts raced and danced, piling themselves into the bubble.
And then it burst and left her weak with compassion, seeing them
together in her mind’s eye; seeing them as clearly as the daylight that
was climbing over Gray Dome Mountain. That fragile, empty, smart little
thing and Long Jim Briggs! Gaunt, weathered, grizzled old Jim--and her!
She’d no more be able to shoot than to enter into her dead mother’s
womb and be born again.
Feeling as old as the granite hills that ramparted the cañon, and with
something too of their plain ineluctable dignity, she arose and dressed
herself and built the breakfast fire in the stove.
When Jim came out to her she got slowly to her feet, closed the damper
and faced him.
“Jim,” she said, “that girl don’t want you. Take a good look at
yourself in the mirror over there, and then think of her. She’ll throw
you away like a sucked orange when the money’s gone.”
Long Jim Briggs stood up with his head in the rafters of the tiny room
and stared like an idiot.
“I smelled her perfumery on your coat,” said Rosie shortly, and
comprehension dawned slowly in his face.
“Holy jumping June bugs!” he said from somewhere down in his boots. “So
that’s what you thought! Wait a minute. I was hidin’ it in the wood
house. I wanted to surprize you.”
In a moment he returned with a package. With awkward swift movements he
ripped off the wrapping paper and shook out the folds of a brilliant
electric blue plush dress of a fashion fallen into forgotten desuetude
ten years before.
He displayed it pridefully down the front of his long person, head
a-cock and a twinkle in his eye.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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