It appears to be the fact that many people believe me to be a man who
lives shut up in a library, buried among books, isolated from the
world. They say that I lack what they call the sense of reality. As
for the first charge, that I spend my days devouring books, it is a
pure fiction. I travel more than I wish to travel and I see more people
than I wish to see. With regard to the second, my lack of the sense of
reality--let us consider it.
That which men of the world--and in my speech and writings I always use
this phrase in a sufficiently depreciatory sense--that which men of
the world call the sense of reality appears to me to be no more than a
sense of apparentiality. A man is said to possess the sense of reality
who stops to consider only the transient surface of things and does not
penetrate into their permanent substance.
Those who are said to possess this sense of reality are interested
only in news, what is called the latest information. And as for me--I
must say it perfectly frankly--I detest the latest information. There
is nothing in the newspaper that strikes me as so empty as the page
devoted to the latest news. This craving to have news, news usually
lacking in any deep import, as quickly as possible, seems to me
puerile. The important thing, I have always supposed, is to know things
thoroughly, not to know them quickly.
But the current runs in the other direction. For one who reads a book
with the sole purpose of knowing, enjoying and profiting by it, there
are twenty who read it simply in order to say that they have read it
and to gain kudos by quoting from it.
There are, or at any rate there ought to be, in each one of us two men,
the temporal and the eternal, the one who is preoccupied with the cares
of the passing day and the one who is preoccupied with the eternal
preoccupations, the one who says: “What shall I eat, or how shall I
amuse myself to-morrow?” and the one who says: “What will happen to us
after death?” In some cases the inner man dominates and leads captive
the external man and then the individual either retires to a monastery
or he lives a life of resigned despair, ceaseless wrestling with
mystery; and in some cases the external and temporal man subjugates
and strangles the inner and eternal man, and then we have the man of
the world, the man who boasts of being practical and of possessing the
sense of reality. And this practical man does not interest me in the
least.
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