When I find myself in a modern city, in one of these cities that are
called progressive because of their system of police and hygiene,
with smoothly paved streets, pretentious buildings, electric trams,
luxurious motors replete with fashionably dressed women, well-kept
parks, comfortable clubs, theatres--in short, complete with all the
apparatus of a modern city--whenever I find myself in such a city
I am enveloped, invaded and oppressed by a sense of profound and
utter solitude. The men appear to me like shadows without substance.
And like Diogenes I begin to look for a man, a real man, a man who
wrestles with destiny and mystery, a man of religious spirit, a man,
in short, who believes in God or denies Him, but who believes in Him
or denies Him passionately, with the heart, not merely in virtue of
some philosophical formula forming part of the general knowledge that a
well-educated man is expected to possess.
I set about looking for a man ... and rarely, very rarely, do I find
him. “The man you ought to know is López,” they tell me, “a man of
culture and distinction.” And so, although without any illusion, and
chiefly in order not to offend the friend who recommends him to me, I
get to know López. And in effect López has read a great deal and knows
the names of the most prominent writers and publicists and discusses
Comte and Spencer and Schopenhauer and Nietzsche, and has read the
latest French novelists, and knows several famous passages of poetry
by heart and has his tincture of history, sociology, psychology and
natural science, and López ... is not the man I am looking for.
It is not the great classic authors that López has read, the essential
geniuses, the men who have gazed at the Sphinx face to face, but rather
their expositors and commentators; he knows the great minds of all
time as they are reflected in manuals of the history of philosophy or
literature. Once perhaps, not so much even for curiosity’s sake as to
be able to say that he has read them, he has looked into the book of
Job or St. Augustine or Pascal or à Kempis, but his heart has not been
touched. And naturally López does not interest me, does not even appear
to me to be a man; he is simply a member of a club, or a member of
Parliament, or a brilliant figure in polite society. His distinction
is of the same category as that of his wife’s mediocre facility in
playing the piano. López knows how to present himself to the best
advantage.
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