It is a work of supreme mercy to awaken the sleeper and to shake the
sluggard, and it is a work of supreme religious piety to seek truth in
everything and to expose fraud, stupidity and ignorance wherever they
are to be found.
SOLITUDE
It is my love for the multitude that makes me fly from them. In
flying from them, I go on seeking them. Do not call me a misanthrope.
Misanthropes seek society and intercourse with people; they need them
in order to feed their hatred and disdain of them. Love can live upon
memories and hopes; hate needs present realities.
Let me, then, fly from society and take refuge in the quiet of the
country, seeking in the heart of it and within my own soul the company
of people.
Men only feel themselves really brothers when they hear one another
in the silence of things in the midst of solitude. The hushed moan of
your neighbour which reaches you through the wall that separates you
penetrates much more deeply into your heart than would all his laments
if he told you them to your face. I shall never forget a night that I
once spent at a watering-place, during the whole of which I was kept
awake by a very faint intermittent moaning--a moaning that seemed to
wish to stifle itself in order not to awaken those who were asleep,
a discreet and gentle moaning that came to me from the neighbouring
bedroom. That moaning, which came from I know not whom, had lost all
personality; it produced upon me the illusion of coming out of the
silence of the night itself, as if it were the silence or the night
that lamented, and there was even a moment when I dreamt that that
gentle lament rose to the surface from the depths of my own soul.
I left the following day without having sought to ascertain who was the
sufferer or why he suffered. And I believe that I have never felt so
much pity for any other man.
It is only solitude that dissolves that thick cloak of shame that
isolates us from one another; only in solitude do we find ourselves;
and in finding ourselves, we find in ourselves all our brothers in
solitude. Solitude unites us, believe me, just as much as society
separates us. And if we do not know how to love one another, it is
because we do not know how to be alone.
It is only in solitude, when it has broken the thick crust of shame
that separates us from one another and separates us all from God, that
we have no secrets from God; only in solitude do we raise our heart to
the Heart of the Universe; only in solitude does the redeeming hymn of
supreme confession issue from our soul.
There is no other real dialogue than the dialogue that you hold with
yourself, and you can hold this dialogue only when you are alone. In
solitude and only in solitude can you know yourself as a neighbour;
and so long as you do not know yourself as a neighbour, you can never
hope to see in your neighbours other I’s. If you want to learn to love
others, withdraw into yourself.
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