These psalms, together with various other pieces in my _Poesías_, are
my religion, a religion that I have sung, not expressed in logic and
reasoning. And I sing it as best I can, with the voice and ear that
God has given me, because I cannot reason it. And he to whom my verses
appear to be more full of reasoning and logic and method and exegesis
than of life, because they are not peopled with fauns, dryads, satyrs
and the like or garbed in the latest modernist fashion, had better
leave them alone, for it is evident that I shall not touch his heart
whether I use a violin bow or a hammer.
What I fly from, I repeat, as from the plague, is any kind of
classification of myself, and when I die I hope I shall still hear
these intellectual sluggards inquiring: “And this gentleman, what is
he?” Liberal or progressive fools will take me for a reactionary and
perhaps for a mystic, without understanding of course what they may
mean; and conservative and reactionary fools will take me for a kind of
spiritual anarchist; and both of them will pity me as an unfortunate
gentleman anxious to distinguish himself by singularity, hoping to
be reputed an original, and with a bonnet full of bees. But no one
need worry about what fools think of him, be they progressive or
conservative, liberal or reactionary.
And since man is naturally intractable, and does not habitually thirst
for the truth, and after being preached at for four hours usually
returns to all his inveterate habits, these busy inquirers, if they
chance to read this, will return to me with the question: “Well, but
what solutions do you offer?” And I will tell them, once and for all,
that if it is solutions they want, they can go to the shop opposite,
for I do not deal in the article. My earnest desire has been, is and
will be that those who read me should think and meditate on fundamental
things, and it has never been to furnish them with thoughts ready made.
I have always sought to agitate and to suggest rather than to instruct.
It is not bread that I sell, not bread, but yeast, ferment.
I have friends, and good friends, who advise me to abandon this task
and to concentrate upon what they call some objective work, something
which will be, so they express it, definitive, something constructive,
something that will last. They mean something dogmatic. I declare that
I am incapable of it, and I claim my liberty, my holy liberty, even,
if need be, the liberty of contradicting myself. I do not know whether
anything that I have written or may write in the future is destined to
live for years and centuries after I am dead; but I know that if anyone
agitates the surface of a shoreless sea the waves will go radiating
without end, even though at last they dwindle into ripples. To agitate
is something. And if thanks to this agitation another who comes after
me shall create something that will live, then my work will live in his.
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