We are full of these superstitions of sense, the worship of magnitude.
We call the poet inactive, because he is not a president, a merchant,
or a porter. We adore an institution, and do not see that it is founded
on a thought which we have. But real action is in silent moments. The
epochs of our life are not in the visible facts of our choice of a
calling, our marriage, our acquisition of an office, and the like, but
in a silent thought by the way-side as we walk; in a thought which
revises our entire manner of life and says,—‘Thus hast thou done, but
it were better thus.’ And all our after years, like menials, serve and
wait on this, and according to their ability execute its will. This
revisal or correction is a constant force, which, as a tendency,
reaches through our lifetime. The object of the man, the aim of these
moments, is to make daylight shine through him, to suffer the law to
traverse his whole being without obstruction, so that on what point
soever of his doing your eye falls it shall report truly of his
character, whether it be his diet, his house, his religious forms, his
society, his mirth, his vote, his opposition. Now he is not
homogeneous, but heterogeneous, and the ray does not traverse; there
are no thorough lights, but the eye of the beholder is puzzled,
detecting many unlike tendencies and a life not yet at one.
Why should we make it a point with our false modesty to disparage that
man we are and that form of being assigned to us? A good man is
contented. I love and honor Epaminondas, but I do not wish to be
Epaminondas. I hold it more just to love the world of this hour than
the world of his hour. Nor can you, if I am true, excite me to the
least uneasiness by saying, ‘He acted and thou sittest still.’ I see
action to be good, when the need is, and sitting still to be also good.
Epaminondas, if he was the man I take him for, would have sat still
with joy and peace, if his lot had been mine. Heaven is large, and
affords space for all modes of love and fortitude. Why should we be
busybodies and superserviceable? Action and inaction are alike to the
true. One piece of the tree is cut for a weathercock and one for the
sleeper of a bridge; the virtue of the wood is apparent in both.
I desire not to disgrace the soul. The fact that I am here certainly
shows me that the soul had need of an organ here. Shall I not assume
the post? Shall I skulk and dodge and duck with my unseasonable
apologies and vain modesty and imagine my being here impertinent? less
pertinent than Epaminondas or Homer being there? and that the soul did
not know its own needs? Besides, without any reasoning on the matter, I
have no discontent. The good soul nourishes me and unlocks new
magazines of power and enjoyment to me every day. I will not meanly
decline the immensity of good, because I have heard that it has come to
others in another shape.
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