and when the day was not long enough, but the night too must be
consumed in keen recollections; when the head boiled all night on the
pillow with the generous deed it resolved on; when the moonlight was a
pleasing fever and the stars were letters and the flowers ciphers and
the air was coined into song; when all business seemed an impertinence,
and all the men and women running to and fro in the streets, mere
pictures.
The passion rebuilds the world for the youth. It makes all things alive
and significant. Nature grows conscious. Every bird on the boughs of
the tree sings now to his heart and soul. The notes are almost
articulate. The clouds have faces as he looks on them. The trees of the
forest, the waving grass and the peeping flowers have grown
intelligent; and he almost fears to trust them with the secret which
they seem to invite. Yet nature soothes and sympathizes. In the green
solitude he finds a dearer home than with men:—
“Fountain-heads and pathless groves,
Places which pale passion loves,
Moonlight walks, when all the fowls
Are safely housed, save bats and owls,
A midnight bell, a passing groan,—
These are the sounds we feed upon.”
Behold there in the wood the fine madman! He is a palace of sweet
sounds and sights; he dilates; he is twice a man; he walks with arms
akimbo; he soliloquizes; he accosts the grass and the trees; he feels
the blood of the violet, the clover and the lily in his veins; and he
talks with the brook that wets his foot.
The heats that have opened his perceptions of natural beauty have made
him love music and verse. It is a fact often observed, that men have
written good verses under the inspiration of passion, who cannot write
well under any other circumstances.
The like force has the passion over all his nature. It expands the
sentiment; it makes the clown gentle and gives the coward heart. Into
the most pitiful and abject it will infuse a heart and courage to defy
the world, so only it have the countenance of the beloved object. In
giving him to another it still more gives him to himself. He is a new
man, with new perceptions, new and keener purposes, and a religious
solemnity of character and aims. He does not longer appertain to his
family and society; _he_ is somewhat; _he_ is a person; _he_ is a soul.
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