England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Dot was our name for him because he was so little, but he had been
called Frank, after our father; he was eight years old, but he hardly
looked bigger than a child of six. His poor back was crooked, and he
was lame from hip-disease; sometimes for weeks together the cruel
abscesses wasted his strength, at other times he was tolerably free
from pain; even at his worst times Dot was a cheery invalid, for he was
a bright, patient little fellow. He had a beautiful little face, too,
though perhaps the eyes were a trifle too large for the thin features;
but Dot was my pet, and I could see no fault in him; nothing angered me
more than when people pitied him or lamented over his infirmity. When I
first came home the sound of his crutch on the floor was the sweetest
music in my ear. But I had no eyes even for Dot after my first look at
father. Oh, how changed, how terribly changed he was! The great wave of
brown hair over his forehead was gray, his features were pinched and
haggard, and when he spoke to me his voice was different, and he seemed
hardly able to articulate.
"Poor children--poor children!" he groaned; and as I kissed his cheek
he said, "Be a good girl, Esther, and try to be a comfort to your
mother."
"When I am a man I shall try and be a comfort too," cried Dot, in his
sharp chirpy voice; it quite startled father.
"That's my brave boy," said father, faintly, and I think there were
tears in his eyes. "Dora"--my mother's name was Dora--"I am too tired
to talk; let the children go now, and come and sit by me while I go to
sleep;" and mother gently dismissed us.
I had rather a difficulty with Dot when I got outside, for he suddenly
lowered his crutch and sat down on the floor.
"I don't want to go to bed," he announced, decidedly. "I shall sit here
all night, in case mother wants me; when it gets dark she may feel
lonely."
"But, Dot, mother will be grieved if she comes out and finds you here;
she has anxiety enough as it is; and if you make yourself ill, too, you
will only add to her trouble. Come, be a good boy, and let me help you
to undress." But I might as well have talked to Smudge. Dot had these
obstinate fits at times; he was tired, and his nerves were shaken by
being so many hours in the sick room, and nothing would have induced
him to move. I was so tired at last that I sat down on the floor, too,
and rested my head against the door, and Dot sat bolt upright like a
watchful little dog, and in this ridiculous position we were discovered
by Allan. I had not heard of his arrival; and when he came toward us,
springing lightly up two stairs at a time, I could not help uttering a
suppressed exclamation of delight.
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