England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"It reminds me of Combe Manor," I said, and there was something wet on
my cheek as I spoke; "and oh, Allan! how I shall miss you to-morrow,"
and I touched his coat sleeve furtively, for Allan was not one to love
demonstration. But, to my surprise, he gave me a kind little pat.
"Not more than I shall miss you," he returned, cheerily. "We always get
along well, you and I, don't we, little woman?" And as I nodded my
head, for something seemed to impede my utterance at that moment, he
went on more seriously, "You have a tough piece of work before you,
Esther, you and Carrie; you will have to put your Combe Manor pride in
your pockets, and summon up all your Cameron strength of mind before
you learn to submit to the will of strangers.
"Our poor, pretty Carrie," he continued, regretfully; "the little
saint, as Uncle Geoffrey used to call her. I am afraid her work will
not be quite to her mind, but you must smoothe her way as much as
possible; but there, I won't preach on my last evening; let me have
your plans instead, my dear."
But I had no plans to tell him, and so we drifted by degrees into
Allan's own work; and as he told me about the hospital and his student
friends, and the great bustling world in which we lived, I forgot my
own cares. If I had not much of a life of my own to lead, I could still
live in his.
The pleasure of this talk lingered long in my memory; it was so nice to
feel that Allan and I understood each other so well and had no divided
interests; it always seems to me that a sister ought to dwell in the
heart of a brother and keep it warm for that other and sacred love that
must come by-and-by; not that the wife need drive the sister into outer
darkness, but that there must be a humbler abiding in the outer court,
perchance a little guest-chamber on the wall; the nearer and more royal
abode must be for the elected woman among women.
There is too little giving up and coming down in this world, too much
jealous assertion of right, too little yielding of the scepter in love.
It may be hard--God knows it is hard, to our poor human nature, for
some cherished sister to stand a little aside while another takes
possession of the goodly mansion, yet if she be wise and bend gently to
the new influence, there will be a "come up higher," long before the
dregs of the feast are reached. Old bonds are not easily broken, early
days have a sweetness of their own; by-and-by the sister will find her
place ready for her, and welcoming hands stretched out without grudging.
The next morning I rose early to see Allan off Just at the last moment
Carrie came down in her pretty white wrapper to bid him good-by. Allan
was strapping up his portmanteau in the hall, and shook his head at her
in comic disapproval. "Fie, what pale cheeks, Miss Carrie! One would
think you had been burning the midnight oil." I wonder if Allan's
jesting words approached the truth, for Carrie's face flushed suddenly,
and she did not answer.
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