England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"How happy you look, Carrie, in spite of your three little Thornes," I
said rather mischievously. "Has mother told you about Miss Lucas?"
"Yes, I heard all about that," she returned, absently. "You are very
fortunate, Esther, to find work in which you can take an interest. I am
glad--very glad about that."
"I wish, for your sake, that we could exchange," I returned, feeling
myself very generous in intention, but all the same delighted that my
unselfishness should not be put to the proof.
"Oh, no, I have no wish of that sort," she replied, hastily; "I could
not quite bring myself to play with children in the nursery." I suppose
mother had told her about the dolls. "Well, we both start on our
separate treadmill on Monday--Black Monday, eh, Esther?"
"Not at all," I retorted, for I was far too pleased and excited with my
prospects to be damped by Carrie's want of enthusiasm. I thought I
would sit down and write to Jessie, and tell her all about it, but here
was Carrie preparing herself for one of her chats.
"Did you see me talking to Mr. Smedley, Esther?" she began; and as I
nodded she went on. "I had never spoken to him before since Uncle
Geoffrey introduced us to him. He is such a nice, practical sort of
man. He took me into the vicarage, and introduced me to his wife. She
is very plain and homely, but so sensible."
I held my peace. I had rather a terror of Mrs. Smedley. She was one of
those bustling workers whom one dreads by instinct. She had a habit of
pouncing upon people, especially young ones, and driving them to work.
Before many days were over she had made poor mother promise to do some
cutting out for the clothing club, as though mother had not work enough
for us all at home. I thought it very inconsiderate of Mrs. Smedley.
"I took to them at once," went on Carrie, "and indeed they were
exceedingly kind. Mr. Smedley seemed to understand everything in a
moment, how I wanted work, and----"
"But, Carrie," I demanded, aghast at this, "you have work: you have the
little Thornes."
"Oh, don't drag them in at every word," she answered, pettishly--at
least pettishly for her; "of course, I have my brick-making, and so
have you. I am thinking of other things now, Esther; I have promised
Mr. Smedley to be one of his district visitors."
I almost jumped off my chair at that, I was so startled and so
indignant.
"Oh, Carrie! and when you know mother does not approve of girls of our
age undertaking such work--she has said so over and over again--how can
you go against her wishes?"
Carrie looked at me mildly, but she was not in the least discomposed at
my words.
"Listen to me, you silly child," she said, good-humoredly; "this is one
of mother's fancies; you cannot expect me with my settled views to
agree with her in this."
I don't know what Carrie meant by her views, unless they consisted in a
determination to make herself and every one else uncomfortable by an
overstrained sense of duty.
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