Esto perpetua : $b Algerian studies and impressionsBelloc, Hilaire
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Esto perpetua : $b Algerian studies and impressions
Belloc, Hilaire
Algeria -- Description and travel
I knew very well what he meant for I had heard many men maintain that
what was eternal must be changeless, and that what was changeless must
be dead. And I had noted how men who had travelled widely were more
simple in the Faith if they had chiefly known the sea; but if they had
chiefly known the desert, more subtle and often emptied of the Faith at
last: the Faith dried up out of them as the dews are dried up out of the
sand on the edges of the Sahara in the brazen mornings. But these men,
speaking in Christendom, had affected me little; here, so near the waste
places where men cannot live, alone with such a companion, I felt
afraid.
We walked along together slowly for a few paces; his sentences were
shorter than my replies, and were spoken low, and full of what he and
his call wisdom, but I, despair. We discussed together in these brief
moments the chief business of mankind. It was a power much greater than
his words that put my mind into a turmoil, though his words were careful
and heavy.... He told me that the day was better than the night. The
daylight was a curtain and a cheat, but when it was gone you could see
the dreadful hollow.
MYSELF: “In Sussex, which is my home, if a man were asked which was the
more beneficent, he would say ‘the night.’”
“In Sussex,” he answered gently (as though he knew the Downs) “mists and
kind airs continue the veil of the day.” He said that in the desert the
stars were terrible to man, and as he spoke of the endless distances I
remembered the old knowledge (but this time alive with conviction) how
great nations, as they advance with unbroken records and heap up
experience, and test life by their own past, and grow to judge exactly
the enlarging actions of men, see at last that there is no Person in
destiny, and that purpose is only in themselves. Their Faiths turn to
legend, and at last they enter that shrine whose God has departed and
whose Idol is quite blind.
We had not talked thus for twenty minutes when we stopped at the edge of
a little wood, and, as his way was not mine, he made to return. We both
turned back to look at the plain below us, and the salt dull valley and
the dead town: the broken columns and the long streets of Timgad, made
small by the distance and all in one group together. I looked at him as
he stood there and the fantastic thought half took me that he had known
the city while it was yet loud with men. When he had left me the
oppression of his awful intensity and of his fixed unnatural reason
began to fade. I saw him go into a secchia; I saw him again upon the
further side swinging powerfully down the slope. He crossed another fold
of land, he showed upon the crest beyond, and after that I did not see
him again.
[Sidenote: The Walk to the Desert]
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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