Aristocracy (Social class) -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Well!" he said, as I came back; "I wanted knowledge, and I certainly
know something I didn't a month ago." And herewith, calmly and
succinctly enough, as if dismay had worn itself out, he related the
history of the foregoing days. He touched lightly on details; he
evidently never was to gush as freely again as he had done during the
prosperity of his suit. He had been accepted one evening, as explicitly
as his imagination could desire, and had gone forth in his rapture and
roamed about till nearly morning in the gardens of the
Conversation-house, taking the stars and the perfumes of the summer night
into his confidence. "It is worth it all, almost," he said, "to have
been wound up for an hour to that celestial pitch. No man, I am sure,
can ever know it but once." The next morning he had repaired to Madame
Blumenthal's lodging and had been met, to his amazement, by a naked
refusal to see him. He had strode about for a couple of hours--in
another mood--and then had returned to the charge. The servant handed
him a three-cornered note; it contained these words: "Leave me alone to-
day; I will give you ten minutes to-morrow evening." Of the next thirty-
six hours he could give no coherent account, but at the appointed time
Madame Blumenthal had received him. Almost before she spoke there had
come to him a sense of the depth of his folly in supposing he knew her.
"One has heard all one's days," he said, "of people removing the mask;
it's one of the stock phrases of romance. Well, there she stood with her
mask in her hand. Her face," he went on gravely, after a pause--"her
face was horrible!" . . . "I give you ten minutes," she had said,
pointing to the clock. "Make your scene, tear your hair, brandish your
dagger!" And she had sat down and folded her arms. "It's not a joke,"
she cried, "it's dead earnest; let us have it over. You are
dismissed--have you nothing to say?" He had stammered some frantic
demand for an explanation; and she had risen and come near him, looking
at him from head to feet, very pale, and evidently more excited than she
wished him to see. "I have done with you!" she said, with a smile; "you
ought to have done with me! It has all been delightful, but there are
excellent reasons why it should come to an end." "You have been playing a
part, then," he had gasped out; "you never cared for me?" "Yes; till I
knew you; till I saw how far you would go. But now the story's finished;
we have reached the _denoument_. We will close the book and be good
friends." "To see how far I would go?" he had repeated. "You led me on,
meaning all the while to do _this_!" "I led you on, if you will. I
received your visits, in season and out! Sometimes they were very
entertaining; sometimes they bored me fearfully. But you were such a
very curious case of--what shall I call it?--of sincerity, that I
determined to take good and bad together. I wanted to make you commit
yourself unmistakably.
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