Domestic fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"Yes; she tells me she is pretty well now, but--"
The colour which the morning air had brought to her cheeks deepened as
she looked up and met the doctor's eye, but she said no more, nor did
he. They had by this time reached Smellie's Hill, and the doctor was
going no further.
"If I had had time to think about things, I believe I should have taken
the day and gone with you to the brook," said he, as the boys were
taking basket and rods from the buggy.
"Oh, couldn't you possibly come?" said Fidelia eagerly; and the boys
joined their entreaties to hers. It was not to be thought of, however,
for he "was due elsewhere." They watched him as he drove down the hill,
and he would have smiled if he had heard all that was said of him before
they took up their baskets and rods again.
Then they turned and took the path through Smellie's pasture that leads
to the woods and the rocky ledge beyond; and when they came within sound
of the murmur of the brook, they hastened their steps.
"Fall and spring it is like a river, though it doesn't look much now,"
said Amos, as they came in sight of it.
It did not "look much" truly. A brooklet winding its way among rocks
and stones, over which one might leap or even step at most places, but
with here and there a pool which looked dark and deep enough to be the
hiding-place of many a speckled beauty. And they had good proof of this
before the day was done.
It was a good day for Fidelia; in the success and in the enjoyment she
had a full share, though she acknowledged to herself that she did not
deserve either. As the time went on she became more and more ashamed of
the morbid feelings which had made her so eager to get away from the
house and from all who were in it.
What was the matter with her? Was she envious of those other girls, who
led such easy lives and had so many advantages? Could it be that she
was so utterly ungrateful as to forget how full of good things her life
had been made by the sister who had had so little in her own life but
labour and care for others, yet who had accepted her lot, not with
submission merely, but with sweet content and cheerfulness? Was it for
Eunice she was jealous? Remembering the sudden indignation which had
seized her at the first glimpse she had got of Dr Justin, smiling down
on the pretty upturned face of Miss Avery, she could not deny it. Even
now she grew angry as she thought about it.
Would Eunice have been angry if she had seen them? Had she suffered
very much in giving up her happy prospects long ago? And afterwards,
when she knew that another had taken the place in Justin Everett's home
which ought to have been hers, had she suffered? Had she forgiven him,
or had she forgotten him? They seemed to be friends now--she knew that
from her sister's letters: would they ever be more than friends? That
would be the right ending, Fidelia thought, but the thought did not give
her unmixed pleasure.
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