Domestic fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"I am glad she is strong enough even to think of a visit to Northwood."
"Yes; and Mrs Stone will take excellent care of her. The change will
do her good. And your change will do you good also."
"It has done me good already."
Then he gave her another message from his niece, Susie Everett, and told
her several items of Halsey news; and then some one came to interrupt
their talk; and then the evening went on as all such evenings do, until
the guests rose to go away. And Fidelia was saying to herself, while
she listened to Nellie's remarks on things in general, that Eunice and
Dr Justin were good friends again, and she was not sure whether she was
glad or sorry that it should be so.
CHAPTER SIX.
DISCONTENT.
In looking back on it afterwards, and in talking it all over with her
sister, Fidelia could hardly decide whether she had had more pain or
pleasure in the week which followed. It was a time she did not like to
think about. There had been no real cause for pain, she acknowledged.
She had acknowledged as much as that at the time, and she had known that
she ought to be ashamed of herself.
That she--Fidelia Marsh--should have a single uncomfortable moment over
a faded dress, or the appearance of a last summer's bonnet, was
humiliating--she who had never cared about her clothes! She had never
thought much about her clothes in any way. Eunice had always done that
for her, as she had done other things. At home she had thought herself
as well dressed as her neighbours. At the seminary there had been no
time to think about dress; and there had been other faded alpacas there
as well as hers. Why should she think about her clothes now? She was
ashamed of herself. But it was not clothes altogether. She did not
"fit in" among these people. They were different from her--or, rather,
she was different from them.
Everybody was pleasant and kind. Miss Avery even, whom she liked least,
was especially friendly--she seemed to seek her out always. She sat
with her on the lawn in the morning, and in the evenings brought a stool
and sat at her feet, while they listened to Miss Kent's music. They
walked and talked together; and why should she not like Miss Avery, who
seemed to like her and to wish to be with her? Why should she shrink
from her questions about Eunice and their home life, and their
friendship with the Everetts, and answer them briefly, and go over all
that had been spoken between them in her own thoughts afterwards, in
fear of having said something that she ought not to have said?
She liked Miss Kent, though she was a grave and silent person who did
not seem to have much to say to any one. They had their love of music
in common, and Fidelia was grateful for Miss Kent's quietly given hints
on that subject, and profited by them. She was at her ease with her,
but she was not at ease with Miss Avery.
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