Domestic fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"Oh, it wouldn't have troubled him any! He'd as lief come with you as
not, I guess. If any one had come, it ought to have been Nellie; but I
told her I had something to tell you, and she was very good about it.
As for Miss Avery, I guess she didn't care much about going. You like
Miss Avery pretty well, don't you?"
"Oh, yes! Not as I like Nellie, you know. But Miss Avery has been--
very--"
"Kind and condescending!" said Amos, as Fidelia paused for a word.
They both laughed a little, but nothing more was said about Miss Avery.
A good deal was said about things in general, but not a word which
Nellie and all the rest of them might not have heard; and Fidelia began
to think she had misunderstood the boy as to his having something to say
to her. But when the horse had been securely fastened at a safe
distance from the track, they turned to walk up and down the platform.
During the few minutes that remained, Amos said,--
"I am going to tell father that I am going to college this fall or next,
just as he thinks best."
"Yes, of course," said Fidelia. "Well?"
"That is all; and it isn't `of course' by a good deal. I had about made
up my mind for something else. I was going West, to see how it looked
out there, any way."
"Not without your father's knowledge?"
"No--I don't know as I should have gone with his knowledge and consent.
But he'd have let me go, I guess, if I had kept at him, even if he had
hated to."
Fidelia shook her head.
"That is not the kind of talk I should expect to hear from you, Amos,
with such a father as you have." Amos hung his head, but said,--"Well,
I've changed my mind. I am going to college, and I am going to do my
best. Yes; it is partly to please father, and partly because I see
things a little differently. Do you remember what you said to me that
day on the hill?"
"I am afraid I talked a good deal that day. I don't think I remember
anything particular."
"It was about the honour of having a part in the highest work of all,
and about the duty of preparing one's self to do it in the best way. I
am going to have a try for it, any way," said Amos, with a break in his
voice.
Fidelia put out her hand and touched his, but she did not speak for a
full minute. She was thinking,--"A word of mine! That can't be--
discontented, worldly-minded girl that I have proved myself to be! I am
not worthy." Aloud she said,--"I am glad, Amos. Tell me more."
"It was only a word you said, but it set me thinking; though I don't see
why it should, for mother, and cousin Abby, and even Nellie, have said
about the same to me often. I suppose it was because it seemed new as
you said it; and I had got kind of used to cousin Abby's good advice,
and even to mother's. But I made up my mind that I would see the thing
through this time, and decide one way or another. What Dr Justin said
helped me some. I mean to try and be a good man--a servant of God,"
added the boy, speaking with difficulty.
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