Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the peopleEverett-Green, Evelyn
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Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the people
Everett-Green, Evelyn
West Country (England) -- Fiction
“My journey is just done, sir,” said the Duchess, with a swift glance
from the face of her husband to that of the clergyman. “The call home
has come at last. Will you speak some word of peace to me before I go?
Let me hear the message that my Lord sends to me. Give me some promise
of His to lead me on my way.”
The voice was very low, but clearly audible in the deep stillness. Poor
Mr. Tremodart twisted his great hands together and felt as though an
angel from heaven had asked counsel of him.
“O my dear lady!” he burst out at last, “you know those promises far
better than I do. You have no need of any poor words of mine. Your
life has ever been a blameless one. It is you who should teach me. God
knows I need it. But you, if you are going before His judgment throne,
can scarcely have a sin upon your soul. I stand mute in presence of a
holiness greater than any I ever have known.”
The eyes of the dying woman were fixed upon Mr. Tremodart’s face with
an expression he scarce understood.
“Am I to go into the presence of my God clad in the robe of my own
righteousness?” she asked with a faint smile.
“O my dear lady, how better could you go?” questioned the confused and
embarrassed clergyman. “Surely if ever there were a saint upon earth
it is yourself. Everybody in the place knows it. What can I say to you
that you do not already know?”
Still the same searching inexplicable gaze fixed upon his face--tender,
pitying, regretful. Never had the Rev. Job Tremodart felt so utterly
unworthy of his office and calling as at that moment. He had always
recognised the fact that he had “never been cut out for a parson,” as
he had phrased it. He had allowed himself to be ordained and presented
with a living in deference to his father’s wishes and the pressure of
circumstances, and he had striven after his own light to do his duty
amongst his illiterate and semi-savage flock. On the whole he had
succeeded fairly well to his satisfaction, and was as good a clergyman
as many of his brethren around. But somehow, beside the dying bed of
the Duchess of Penarvon, he stood shamed and silent, having no word to
speak to her save to remind her of her own saint-like life and her own
righteousness. Even he felt a faint qualm as he spoke those words, yet
their incongruity hardly struck him in its full force. But it was an
immense relief when a slight stir without was followed by the entrance
of another figure into the room, and he could step back and motion the
new-comer to take his place beside the bed. Even the girl raised her
head now and looked round with eyes dark-rimmed and dim with weeping.
She did not otherwise move, but she no longer kept her face hidden;
she turned it towards her mother with a hungry intensity of gaze that
was infinitely pathetic.
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