Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the peopleEverett-Green, Evelyn
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Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the people
Everett-Green, Evelyn
West Country (England) -- Fiction
Thus the girl had argued, and thus she had spent her days and her
nights in fasting and prayer, raised up above the level of earth by her
absorbing hope and faith, till she had almost grown to believe that
the desired miracle would become a reality. And now that the dream
was ended, now that she stood watching the disappearance of that long
procession, and knew that God had not answered her prayers, had not
rewarded her faith as she felt it deserved to be rewarded, a strange
leaden heaviness fell upon her spirit. The reaction from the ecstatic
fervour of spirit set in with somewhat merciless force. She felt that
the earth was iron and the heavens brass, that there was none below
to love her, none above to hear her. A sense akin to terror suddenly
possessed her. She turned from her post of observation and fled
downwards. She felt choking, and craved the fresh salt air, which had
not kissed her cheek for more than this eternity of a week. At the foot
of the turret was a door opening into the garden. She fled down, and
found herself in the open air, and with hasty steps she passed through
the deserted gardens till she came to the great glass conservatory,
which had been erected at no small cost for the winter resort of the
Duchess since she became so much the invalid; and flinging herself
down upon the couch which still stood in its accustomed place in the
recess made for it, the girl burst into wild weeping, and beat her head
against the cushions in a frenzy akin to despair.
How long she thus remained she knew not. Darkness seemed to fall upon
her, and a great horror of she knew not what. The next sensation of
which she was really conscious was the touch of a hand on her shoulder,
and the sound of a kindly and familiar voice in her ear--
“Lady Bride, ladybird, don’tee take on so bitterly, my lamb. It is not
_her_ they have put underground. May be _she_ is near yu now whilst
you weep. May be it was she who put it into my heart to come here just
at this time. If they can grieve whom the peace of God Almighty has
wrapped round, I think ’twould grieve her to see yu breaking your heart
to-day.”
“O Abner!” cried the girl, sitting up and pushing the heavy hair out of
her eyes, “I am glad you have come! I felt as though there was no one
left in the wide world but me--that I was all alone, and all the world
was dead. But I have not been like this before. Till they took her
away I felt I had her with me. I knew that she was near--that she was
watching over me. There was always the hope that she was not dead--that
her spirit might come back once more. O Abner, Abner! why does God
always take those who can least be spared? There are so many who would
scarce be missed, and she----”
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