‘You are premature, Mr. Coyshe,’ said Miss Jordan stiffly. ‘If you
had waited till my sister were able to speak and act, she would have,
herself, released you.’
‘Exactly,’ said the unabashed surgeon; ‘but I am so considerate of the
feelings of the lady, that I spare her the trouble.’
And now let us spread the golden wings of fancy, and fly the scenes
of sorrow—but fly, not in space, but in time; measure not miles, but
months.
It is autumn, far on into September, and Michaelmas has brought with
it the last days of summer. Not this the autumn that we saw coming on,
with the turning dogwood and bird-cherry, but another.
In the garden the colchicum has raised its pale lilac flowers.
The Michaelmas daisy is surrounded by the humming-bird moth with
transparent wings, but wings that vibrate so fast that they can only
be seen as a quiver of light. The mountain ash is hung with clusters
of clear crimson berries, and the redbreasts and finches are about it,
tearing improvidently at the store, thoughtless of the coming winter,
and strewing the soil with wasted coral.
Eve is seated in the sun outside the house, in the garden, and on her
knees is a baby—Barbara’s child, and yet Eve’s also, for if Barbara
gave it life, Eve gave it a name. Before her sister Barbara kneels, now
just restored from her confinement, a little pale and large in eye,
looking up at her sister and then down at the child. Jasper stands by
contemplating the pretty group.
‘Eve,’ said Barbara in a low tremulous voice, ‘I have had for some
months on my heart a great fear lest, when my little one came, I should
love it with all my heart, and rob you. I had the same fear before I
married Jasper, lest he should snatch some of my love away from the
dear suffering sister who needs all. But now I have no such fear any
more, for love, I find, is a great mystery—it is infinitely divisible,
yet ever complete. It is like’—she lowered her voice reverently—’it
is like what we Catholics believe about the body of our Lord, the
very Sacrament of Love. That is in Heaven and in every church. It
is on every altar, and in every communicant, entire. I thought once
that when I had a husband, and then a little child, love would suffer
diminution—that I could not share love without lessening the portion of
each. But it is not so. I love my baby with my whole undivided heart; I
love you, my sister, equally with my whole undivided heart; and I love
my husband also,’ she turned and smiled at Jasper, ‘with my very whole
and undivided heart. It is a great mystery, but love is divine, and
divine things are perceived and believed by the heart, though beyond
the reason.’
‘So,’ said Eve, smiling, and with her blue eyes filling, ‘my dear, dear
Barbara, once so prosaic and so practical, is becoming an idealist and
poetical.’
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