‘Wherever unselfish love reigns, there is poetry,’ said Jasper; ‘the
sweetest of the songs of life is the song of self-sacrificing love.
Barbara never was prosaic. She was always an idealist; but, my dear
Eve, the heart needs culture to see and distinguish true poetry from
false sentiment. That you lacked at one time. That you have now.
I once knew a little girl, light of heart, and loving only self,
with no earnest purpose, blown about by every caprice. Now I see a
change—a change from base element to a divine presence. I see a sweet
face as of old, but I see something in it, new-born; a soul full of
self-reproach and passionate love; a heart that is innocent as of old,
but yet that has learned a great deal, and all good, through suffering.
I see a life that was once purposeless now instinct with purpose—the
purpose to live for duty, in self-sacrifice, and not for pleasure. My
dear Eve, the great and solemn priest Pain has laid his hands on you
and broken you, and held you up to Heaven, and you are not what you
were, and yet—and yet are the same.’
Eve could not speak. She put her arms round her sister’s neck, and
clung to her, and the tears flowed from both their eyes, and fell upon
the tiny Eve lying on the knees of the elder Eve.
But though they were clasped over the child, no shadow fell on its
little face. The baby laughed.
* * * * *
Some years ago—the author cannot at the moment say how many, nor does
it matter—he paid a visit to Morwell, and saw the sad havoc that had
been wrought to the venerable hunting-lodge of the Abbots of Tavistock.
The old hall had disappeared, a floor had been put across it, and it
had been converted into an upper and lower story of rooms. One wing
had been transformed into a range of model cottages for labourers. The
house of the Jordans was now a farm.
The author asked if he might see the remains of antiquity within the
house.
An old woman who had answered his knock and ring, replied, ‘There are
none—all have been swept away.’
‘But,’ said he, ‘in my childhood I remember that the place was full of
interest; and by the way, what has become of the good people who lived
here? I have been in another part of the country, and indeed a great
deal abroad.’
‘Do you mean Mr. Jasper?’
‘No: Jasper, no—the name began with J.’
‘The old Squire Jordan your honour means, no doubt. He be dead ages
ago. Mr. Jasper married Miss Jordan—Miss Barbara we called her. When
Miss Eve died, they went away to Buckfastleigh, where they had a
house and a factory. There was a queer matter about the old squire’s
death—did you never hear of that, sir?’
‘I heard something; but I was very young then.’
‘My Joseph could tell you all about it better than I.’
‘Who is your Joseph?’
‘Well, sir, I’m ashamed to say it, but he’s my sweetheart, who’s been
a-courting of me these fifty years.’
‘Not married yet?’
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