Virginia -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
For example, she has read the whole, apparently, of the _Penny
Cyclopædia_—in a very old edition—and she has accepted it all as
unquestionable truth. Nobody had ever told the poor child that the
science of thirty years ago has been revised and enlarged since that
time, until I made the point clear to her singularly quick and
receptive mind in the laboratory yesterday. She seems also to have
read, and well-nigh committed to memory, the old plays published
fifty or sixty years ago under the title of _The British Drama_, but
she has hardly so much as heard of our great modern writers. She can
repeat whole dialogues from _Jane Shore_, _She Stoops to Conquer_, _A
New Way to Pay Old Debts_, _High Life Below Stairs_, and many plays
of a much lower moral character; but even the foulest of them have
manifestly done her no harm. Her own innocence seems to have performed
the function of the feathers on a duck’s back in a shower. She is so
unconscious of evil, indeed, that I do not care to explain my reasons
to her when I suggest that she had better not repeat to others some of
the literature that she knows by heart.
I still haven’t the faintest notion of her history, or of whence she
came. She is docile in an extraordinary degree, but I think that is
due in large measure to her exaggerated sense of what she calls my
goodness to her. Poor child! It is certain that she never before knew
much of liberty or much of considerate kindness. She seems scarcely
able to realise, or even to believe, that in anything she is really
free to do as best pleases her, a fact from which I argue that she
has been subject always to the arbitrary will of others. She is by
no means lacking in spirit, and I suspect that those others who have
arbitrarily dominated her life have had some not altogether pleasing
experiences with her. She is capable of very vigorous revolt against
oppression, and her sense of justice is alert. But apparently she has
never before been treated with justice or with any regard whatever to
the rights of her individuality. She has been compelled to submit to
the will of others, but she has undoubtedly made trouble for those
who compelled her. At first with me she seemed always expecting some
correction, some assertion of authority, and she is only now beginning
to understand my attitude toward her, especially my insistence upon
her right to decide for herself all things that concern only herself.
The other day in the laboratory, she managed somehow to drop a beaker
and break it. She was about to gather up the fragments, but, as the
beaker had been filled with a corrosive acid, I bade her let them
alone, saying that I would have them swept up after the day’s work
should be done. She stood staring at me for a moment, after which she
broke into a little rippling laugh, threw her arms around my neck, and
said:—
“I forgot. You never scold me, even when I am careless and break
things.”
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