Virginia -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Let that matter rest here. I shall remain a sergeant-major to the
end—an enlisted man, a non-commissioned officer whose captain may
send him back to the gun whenever it pleases him to do so, a man
who must touch his cap to every officer he meets, a man subject to
orders, a man ready for any work of war that may be given him to do.
In view of the tedious slowness with which I am recovering from this
wound, and the great need I know Captain Pollard has for an executive
sergeant, I wrote to him, two weeks ago, resigning my place, and
asking him to select some other capable man in my stead. He replied in
his generous fashion, absolutely refusing to accept my resignation.
That was Kilgariff’s modest way of putting the matter. What Pollard had
actually written was this:—
By your gallantry and your capacity as a hard-fighting soldier,
you have won for my battery such honour and distinction as had not
come to it from all its previous good conduct. Do you imagine that
I am going to lose such a sergeant-major as you are, merely because
his honourable wounds temporarily incapacitate him? I had thought
to lose you by your richly earned promotion to a rank equal to my
own, or superior to it. That promotion you have refused—foolishly,
I think—but at any rate you have refused it. You are still my
sergeant-major, therefore, and will remain that until you consent to
accept a higher place.
This was the situation so far as Kilgariff was concerned, as it
revealed itself to Pollard and Arthur Brent. Dorothy knew another side
of it. For with Dorothy, Kilgariff had quickly established relations
of the utmost confidence and the truest friendship; and to Dorothy,
Kilgariff revealed every thought, as he had never done to any other
human being.
Indeed, revelation was not necessary. Dorothy was a woman of that high
type that loves sincerely and with courage, and Dorothy had seen
the daily and hourly growing fascination of Kilgariff for Evelyn.
She had seen Evelyn’s devoted ministry to him, and had understood
the unconscious love that lay behind its childlike reserve. She had
understood, as he had not, that, all unknown to herself, Evelyn had
made of Kilgariff the hero of her adoration, and that Kilgariff’s soul
had been completely enthralled by a devotion which did not recognise
its own impulse or the fulness of its meaning. Dorothy knew far more,
indeed, of the relations between these two than either of themselves
had come to know.
She was in no way unprepared, therefore, when one day Kilgariff said to
her, as they two sat in converse:—
“You know, of course, that I am deeply in love with Evelyn?”
“Yes,” Dorothy answered; “I must be blind if I did not see that.”
“Of course,” responded the man, “I have said nothing to her on the
subject, and I shall say nothing, to the end. I speak to you of it only
because I want your help in avoiding the danger-point. Evelyn is not in
the least in love with me.”
Dorothy made no response to that.
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