Everlasting Pearl: One of China's Women — John Shaqi
Everlasting Pearl: One of China's WomenJohannsen, Anna Magdalena
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Everlasting Pearl: One of China's Women
Johannsen, Anna Magdalena
Missions -- China; Women -- China -- Biography
During the fifth year of Everlasting Pearl's married life her sorrows
began. Twice within a few months she was summoned to the deathbed of
her loved ones. She first knelt mourning at the grave of her father;
and then, before that sorrow had had time to lose its sting, she was
throwing herself in agony over the body of her dead mother, the mother
who had always loved her so tenderly. And death was fearful to her.
The "three souls and seven spirits" had evidently all taken their
departure. Where had they gone? If only she knew, the separation
would not be so hard. But there was no one to solve the mystery for
her; no ray of light to dispel the darkness and fear that crept over
her; no hope of a reunion; no Resurrection Morning to look forward to,
and therefore no comfort to lighten her sorrow.
But greater trials were yet in store. The brothers did not work quite
so well together after old Mr. Hsue's death, and decided to divide their
fields between them, which they did equally and peacefully, and each
one set up for himself. Everlasting Pearl and her husband worked
harder than ever, as now all the profit they made would be their own.
The harvest promised to be a good one. In the beginning of the sixth
moon, after the early crops of rice had been cut, they ate their new
rice on the day appointed by the Mandarin. Before touching any of the
food they took it to the temple near by, and earnestly invoked the
blessing of the gods on the new grain, after which they sat down to
partake of it without any fear of sickness or trouble coming to them
that year.
But alas! Only a few days later the husband was taken ill, and day by
day became worse. The wife was naturally anxious, and when his illness
deprived him of his reason, her cup of sorrow seemed full. For three
years he was raving mad, and often, when in one of his fits of rage, he
would ill-treat his wife. These fits might come on without any
warning, day or night, so that she was kept in constant fear.
These were dark days indeed for the young wife. Not only had she to
nurse her husband, but she was obliged to do a great deal of his work
in the fields, although it required a man's strength. Bravely she
plodded on, but often lost heart and gave herself up to her sorrow. If
only her parents or her father-in-law had been alive, they would have
comforted her. If only she were not so alone in the world. If only
she had had a child of her own to love and to work for, she could have
borne it better. Many a time she would repeat the sad cry of the
childless wife:
No son, no daughter to call my own,
Thus daily my pitiful lot I bemoan!
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