Dialect literature, Canadian; Fishing villages -- Fiction; Newfoundland and Labrador -- Fiction; Sea stories; Short stories
Salim Awad flung himself upon the green baize table; and so great was
his despair that the coffee-cup of Khalil Khayyat jumped in its saucer.
“I have suffered: I have lost at love,” he answered. “I have been
wounded; I bleed copiously. I lie alone in a desert. My passion is
hunger and thirst and a gaping wound. From fever and the night I cry
out. Whence is my healing and satisfaction? Nay, but, Khalil, devoted
friend,” he groaned, looking up, “I have known the ultimate sorrow.
Haleema!” cried he, rising, hands clasped and uplifted, eyes looking far
beyond the alien, cobwebbed, blackened ceiling of the little back room
of Nageeb Fiani, the pastry-cook and greatest player in all the world.
“Haleema!” he cried, as it may meanly be translated. “Haleema—my sleep
and waking, night and day of my desiring soul, my thought and
heart-throb! Haleema—gone forever from me, the poet, the unworthy, fled
to the arms of the strong, the knowing, the manager of horses, the one
powerful and controlling! Haleema—beautiful one, fashioned of God, star
of the night of the sons of men, glory of the universe, appealing, of
the soft arms, of the bosom of sleep! Haleema—of the finger-tips of
healing, of the warm touch of solace, of the bed of rest! Haleema,
beautiful one, beloved, lost to me!... Haleema!... Haleema!...”
“God!” Khalil Khayyat ejaculated; “but this is indeed great poetry!”
Salim Awad collapsed.
“And from this,” asked Khalil Khayyat, cruel servant of art, being
hopeful concerning the issue, “there has come a great poem? There
_must_,” he muttered, “have come a love-song, a heart’s cry in comfort
of such as have lost at love.”
Salim Awad looked up from the table.
“A cry of patient anguish,” said Khalil Khayyat.
“Khalil,” said Salim Awad, solemnly, “the strings of my soul have been
touched by the hand of the Spirit.”
“By the Spirit?”
“The fingers of Infinite Woe.”
To this Khalil Khayyat made no reply, nor moved one muscle—save that his
hand trembled a little, and his eyes, which had been steadfastly
averted, suddenly searched the soul of Salim Awad. It was very still in
the little back room. There was the sputtering of the gas, the tread of
soft feet passing in haste to the kitchen, the clamor from the outer
room, where common folk were gathered for their pleasure, but no sound,
not so much as the drawing of breath, in the little room where these
poets sat, and continued in this silence, until presently Khalil Khayyat
drew very close to Salim Awad.
“Salim,” he whispered, “reveal this poem.”
“It cannot be uttered,” said Salim Awad.
Khalil Khayyat was by this amazed. “Is it then so great?” he asked.
“Then, Salim,” said he, “let it be as a jewel held in common by us of
all the world.”
“I am tempted!”
“I plead, Salim—I, Khalil Khayyat, the poet, the philosopher—I plead!”
“I may not share this great poem, Khalil,” said Salim Awad, commanding
himself, “save with such as have suffered as I have suffered.”
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