Women -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
But there were primal instincts at work that night out in the scented
garden, and this gentleman, in conventional evening dress, suddenly
reverted to the caveman who had seen his woman and quite definitely
meant to have her. So with a certain ruthlessness that I discovered
afterwards was typical of the man, he refused to let me go, but stormed
the fortress of my heart with most exceeding suddenness. He brushed
aside all my objections and the words and sentences chosen with such
care, knocked down my carefully erected barriers and swept me off my
feet, and swamped and drowned and deluged me in love, and with ’What
does all that matter? You belong to me,’ he took me in his arms and
kissed me with a kiss that thrilled while it subdued me.
It seemed as if I had been with him in some dim, past age and then had
somehow lost him, and had been restless ever since, striving to find
what I had lost, and yet had been unconscious of the thing I sought
until I found it, in a moment, in his arms.
As father and I went home I spoke to him with subtlety and with guile.
’Daddy, how old was mother when you married her?’
’Eighteen. Why, darling?’
’Just my age now.’
’Oh, nonsense, Meg, I quite decline to have a grown up daughter, you’re
only eight!’
’Have you ever felt it was too young for her to marry.’
’Never,’ said father with great vigour, ’it was just the right age.’
’Do you believe in love at first sight, daddy?’
’Why, yes, I think I do in some cases. I loved your mother the moment I
saw her, and then there’s your friend Dante, little ’un, and——’
’Then, father, may I marry Captain Ellsley, please?’
But my father was not consistent, neither was he humble. He behaved
like a man who not only desired the office of a Bishop, but was actually
a whole bench of them at that moment, and intended therefore to ’have
his children in subjection with all gravity.’ He said he’d never in all
his life heard anything quite so preposterous, he’d hardly seen the
hulking chap (we do not see ourselves as others see us. Michael is an
inch and a half shorter than father), never even noticed if he ate with
his knife or not, so was it likely that——’
’But, father, Dante——’
’Yes, but he didn’t marry the girl, as you’ve often said, Meg.’
Thus did I fall into my own pit, and in the net which I had spread for
another were my own feet taken. The Bench of Bishops preferred not to
discuss the subject further, so I went upstairs to bed in utter
desolation, because I couldn’t give up Michael even though father was so
displeased with me.
But when he came upstairs ages afterwards he scratched on my door and
said,—
’Are you Meg?’
’Oh, daddy, of course I am.’
He came in then. ’How many?’ he asked.
’Four.’
’Oh, darling! never in all the years do I remember any tragedy that took
more than three, even when you were so worried about "Adam-and-Eve’s"
family!’
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